Self Love Q&A 5/1

Does anyone have a question that they would love to start the q and a with in regards to self-love, self-trust, how you feel about yourself? Kind of what we went through within the webinar on Tuesday. Well, first of all, it was a great webinar, Maggie. I just listened to it. Yes. I really felt deeply touched by it because that was actually really how I felt during the last weeks spiraling that funny, like it's not getting back up.  Like, yeah, totally feeling it good. I'm glad that it resonated. It really was. It was a powerful, potent webinar that I just felt like. It touched a lot of people, you know what I mean? Mm-hmm. Like it really, it hit home and I love how interactive it is too, with everybody feeling vulnerable and really, I love going over through the live examples.  I think it's so helpful for everybody. Yeah. To be able to see that. Yeah, definitely. Yeah. So I got a question. Yes. I was processing a lot, but maybe, so you said it's important to get back on that neutral stage that it's actually serving me, although I'm feeling like bad and everything is just not working out, but actually it's, it's all for my good.  So is that when it's a reflection, is it enough to just get on that balanced state of it's serving me, it's like all working out or, yeah. So. We, we will get into at some point the deeper levels of reflections. 'cause it is so complex. You guys know probably like 0.001% of all there is to know about reflections.  But a reflection will start to dissolve. Most people think it is, and it's the beginner level learnings, you know, grade one of a reflection is the situation will go away, right? You guys have kind of heard me talk about not being able to get into my computer solving the reflection, the computer goes back on.  Really cool. But actually the deeper, bigger level understanding is that I will just not be upset about not getting into my computer. So, although I am. I would say advanced in reflections and I can create really fast. It would be technically a reflection solve. If I just was like, you know what? It's okay.  I don't need to get into my computer right now. I'm gonna go ahead and go do something else. And I know that I have the capability to solve it. The minute that I change my perception and I'm not triggered by it, is technically the first steps of a reflection solve. Mm-hmm. It's technically solved. It's not necessarily that your physical actions or the your physical reality will change, it's that you are no longer super upset about it and you can see it from both lens.  Mm-hmm. Does that make sense? So actually, yeah. So actually we could just like with any situation that is bothering or triggering me, I just could do the, like, what is the positive part of it? Yep. And then it's also kind of solving Absolutely. So where reflections get tr. So a couple things. One, like I think I said in the webinar, we were talking about that if you are heightened, if you are crying, if you are, you're, um, amygdala is running rampage, right?  You will not physically be able to see the positives and the negatives you will have to get back into, you'll have to get out of that state where you can see things a little bit more clearer. But yeah, once you can go in and see the balance between it and find all the areas that, um, are throwing you off, then the, the reflection can be imbalanced.  Does that make sense? Mm-hmm. Yeah. Um, some questions. So where it gets tricky though is that reflections have a lot of different layers to them. Mm-hmm. So although you solved. The energy is always shifting and always changing, right? So if you go in and solve one angle to the reflection, there might be six other angles that you haven't thought of that is playing a part in creating that reality for you.  Mm-hmm. So if you're going in and you're going, I solved this, and intuition, since you have a trained intuition is going, yep, you're a hundred percent solved. There, you'd have to ask the follow up questions of, did I get all the angles? Mm-hmm. How many other steps do I have before it's a full solve? And I'm talking like complex.  I'm not talking about like computers locking you out. I'm talking about like deep seated issues, high um, intensity or severe health conditions, that type of thing. Mm-hmm. Okay. Does that help clear things up? Yeah, definitely. A little bit. I guess my biggest issue during the last weeks or months, it's like.  The pressure I'm putting on myself always needing to do something, always needing to change something, or knowing that it's not good as it is. And that's actually the problem then, you know, so when you go to, you're saying you have to go and take action steps to decode it, which then feels like more pressure.  No, it's more like, I know I'm triggered, so that means I'm off. That's that, that it's actually, which is more pressure, what you said about um, I know it better. I should be at some other point. You know, that's actually trigger me, um, me always focusing on the things that are not working out and yeah, always.  So what I needing to work on something, you know? Yeah. So what I would constantly pound into your head, this is just a neural pathway. It's just a perspective shift is, yeah. Every time. There's an obstacle coming up, right. Showing its face. You have a tendency to go immediately to shoot, I'm off balance, man.  This is annoying. This is frustrating. Now that I know all that I know, I know I'm not getting what I want and I have to go put effort into fixing this. Right? I want you to change that neural pathway to, thank God this is coming in. If I didn't have this, I wouldn't know that I'm off balance. And, um, this is such a blessing.  So I want you to change to, from frustration to excitement when something comes up. Mm-hmm. And a follow up neural pathway that I want you to focus is focus on. There's also this element of. An obstacle comes up and you immediately feel like I'm not capable of handling it. Yeah. That's definitely minor pathway with my skin.  Also with the, I'm not in my power. The self-trust. Right? A hundred percent. Yeah. Yeah, yeah. So it's just, it's training the brain to see an obstacle, which takes a long time. It takes a long time. Because like I have said over and over to you guys, we are conditioned to outsource at any given point. We are conditioned to look to other people.  We're conditioned to get experts, we're get conditioned to get specialists, all this stuff. So it's been all of your life that you've had this immediate thought. So it's gonna take some time for you to see an obstacle and train your brain to see it so radically different than what you've grown up to see it as.  Hmm, okay. But it absolutely, absolutely can be done. And also to know that, um. To know that it's okay to take space and time to sort that out. We were just dealing with, I was telling, I think I was telling Sarah this yesterday, my son, who's nine, you guys know his school is reading a book. He's in a class three through six and he's reading a book that has suicide in it, risk cutting and like some really dark stuff.  Now my mommy heart is like, no way in HE double hockey sticks. Are you introducing that to him? Right. Um, but when I intuitively looked in, I got that his psyche, his sole purpose was able to handle that information. Okay. Does my human self feel any better about that? No. It, it doesn't and I'm still working through my emotions on it.  Like I am taking yesterday and today and I am. I've literally set aside hours of time to process it. And what I'm coming up, what's actually coming up is nothing to do with him, but everything to do with my cousin and like my past that I would've said two weeks ago when I'm recording a podcast for you, that I'm over it, that I've healed from it and you know what I mean?  Like it's another layer that I haven't thought of yet, right. That is showing me and presenting itself in my son, but I'm taking time to deal with it. Mm-hmm. Does that make sense? So giving yourself space too, like I know that I am imbalanced on this, I know this is working out for me, but like I'm still like in my human needing to really sit with this and take the space and allowing yourself and being like, and that's okay.  Mm-hmm. Does that make sense? Yeah. Yeah. And even with how advanced and how much I can get out of it fast, and if I sat with myself, I would be able to really. N it, but there's all this also this very human element of, we have a lot of stuff we're juggling, you know what I mean? Like, I still have other kids that are needing me and, and having this issue and that issue and my mom calling and my dad, and I've got clients and all this stuff.  So it's also this human element of just doing the best you can and going, I know that I need to go in and solve this and I'm gonna set aside time for this. But it's not, it doesn't always look like this picture perfect decoding situation that we talk about. You know what I'm saying? Like there's also a very human element to it where it, there's gonna be reflections that are harder for you than others.  No. And it's okay to sit with it, I guess, if, does that help with anybody? Like help understand the human side of it and that. Also, like I said, you can think that you're a hundred percent healed in something, or you can think that the reflection is a hundred percent solved and your higher self will be like, actually there's this little angle right here.  Actually, girl, your podcast you just did was a law preview for you. But that was a really cute podcast. You know what I mean? Like, it's just, it's constantly upleveling you. And I know that with this thing going on with Brooks, I'm gonna have such an enlightening upgrade from it and I, and I'm gonna be able to really see something that I haven't been able to see yet.  And it takes me being in my human, sad about it, upset about it, and old Maggie would've just like thrown a hissy fit, right? I would've like been emailing in. I would've like taken him outta school. I would've been like in my human being super mad and super charged up about it. And now I'm able to handle it a little bit different, but it doesn't take away from the fact that.  These are real raw human feelings and sometimes we just need a day or two. Does that help? That was a little bit of, a little bit of a rampage for you. Kaha. She's like, I didn't ask for all that, but I think it helps with the examples. Anyone have any thoughts? Yeah. Um, can you tell me, um, where is my self trust right now?  Um,  it is pretty low. I would say it's 13%. Yeah, out of a hundred. That's what I thought. Um, so what would be one action step or what would be something to like put it up a little bit? So what I would have you do is. There's looking like in order to get to the high nineties, there's about nine separate steps you'd need to take to remain in that high nineties.  One of the things that I would have you focus on right now is just that neural pathway of an obstacle, obstacle comes mm-hmm. I know I have everything I need to handle it. Mm-hmm. And start showcasing to yourself why and how, right? Mm-hmm. So with this, again, situation with Brooks, I know I can handle it.  Like I don't have a issue with how I'm gonna handle it or the ability to handle it in everything. In my being is like, I got this. I can totally figure it. I cannot, I have everything I need, but I'm listing out. If I were having, if I were having a low ingredient with that, I'd be like, I have the most insane intuition that anyone has ever had.  I can absolutely ask all the questions. I have all the past experiences that have proven to me that my intuition is real, and that I help thousands of people all the time. I'd start listing out all the resources that you have available to you, and if you need to attach memories to them to prove to yourself, go ahead and do that.  Mm-hmm. And even make like a master list. And then every time an obstacle pops up, pull that list up and be like, how do I have everything I need? I have a community of girls that have trained intuition, like I literally have intuitives as friends in my back pocket. Like most people can't say that, you know?  Mm-hmm. So start making a list and then when an obstacle pops up, trusting that you have the resources and the capability of handling this. Okay. That's where I work on because like I had the hung up. Um, I can handle it, but I don't want to handle it. You know, like I feel like it's just such an inconvenience.  But with the thing you told us, now that the perspective shift and that it's actually serving me, that's for me perfect to link it because then it makes perfect sense. And the thought of like, I don't wanna handle it 10 layers deep under that is still the same root of I don't think I can handle it. You know, it's just coming up in a different perspective for you.  Um, it's still the underlying issue that if you felt like you could handle it, you wouldn't think it was inconvenient. Mm-hmm. You know? Okay. So, um, linking it Yeah. To having a more balanced approach to it and really getting your human fully on board, you know? Mm-hmm. And just like for reference with the whole Brooks thing, I actually had to sit and intuit his life and what it looked like down the road and why this was tied to his sole purpose.  So I like went down his timeline and was like, Ooh, he marries this person. He does this. I see. I went through many stages of his life. That's how far I had to go to get my human self on board and starting to see the bigger picture, you know? So it does take at times really being creative because some of these issues are just not small issues for your human.  You know, some of them are bigger, intense, tied to big feelings, tied to trauma, and it does take being crafty to get your human on board. Anyone have any questions on that? I just think it's so important to share. Share the real life examples and the non pretty parts of life because it's real. You know?  And I am, I know you guys. I, I am an, an incredible, intuitive and incredible mentor, but I am still just a mother, a wife, a sister, a friend. And I am never on a pedestal. I'm never on a pedestal. I am always dealing with stuff, coming to you with my findings, all this stuff. And I never want to paint this picture that every single obstacle you're gonna have is like, so fun and so great and so easy to decode.  Sometimes it's just straight up, not, you know, sometimes it's unsexy and it's hard and it's like, I know all this, but my human is fighting me. My human is unhappy right now. She's sad. She knows all the ways to flip it, and I'm still gonna take a day to flip it, you know what I mean? Like it's, sometimes it's gonna be like that.  And I want you guys to know that. So again, you guys aren't tying it to like every second. I should be able to flip this every, you know, sometimes it's gonna be harder for the big rocks in your life. And that's just the honest conversation about it. Can you do it? Yes. Like if I had nothing else going in my life and I was on a beach, I'd be able to flip it in like five minutes.  But I still got a 7-year-old, a 4-year-old people that need me. And that's just the reality is you go, you're gonna pick and choose based on what your higher self is bringing to the table and you're, you're gonna crush it. But you know, that's just the reality of it. Anyone have any thoughts on that, Sarah?  You're thinking, yeah, my brain exploded this morning. I listened to that and I went on a walk. I wish I would've had a cam, like a little recorder because I was just like. I just went through like a whole life review of how every single thing I've experienced has brought me here today. And everything that I used to to think was like a, an issue or at the time felt like so major, but even those minor ones where you were saying like, your identity has to be shattered.  Those are, those can be so minor that you don't even realize you're in it a hundred percent. But I think the biggest thing is that you just get into this, um, resistance to reality. Reality is, is this is where I'm at right now, but I'm resisting it because I don't like it. I shouldn't be here. I have all these thoughts to it, and it's just saying, okay, reality is right now I'm in a funk.  Can I, is there something I can do right now to get me outta that fund? Is there a different thought I can have right now? Is there a different activity? Like, that's what it is. And like I said in the school is like, for me, it's been writing down those, coming back to them and writing down the wins, writing down that a hundred percent.  Oh, today I felt 1%. Less tired today, I felt 1% less, whatever, because that 1% keeps adding up until one day. All of a sudden you're like, oh. Hundred. It's like totally different. So hundred percent. Yeah. And finding those wins. And those wins too. Like we talked with Kaha, are gonna start building that self trust.  Yeah. That you will have that neural pathway that anything that comes, even if it's hard, even if you're sitting with it for a day, you instantly are like, I'm, so, there's no doubt in my mind that I'm gonna figure this out and have the most high frequency choice in this, you know? Um, and it really does help build that, that neural pathway.  And sometimes those bigger ones, I mean, I don't know the accuracy yet, but like how it might take you two years to come back and look at that and go, oh, like I had a lot of anger growing up with my parents and moving around. It took me years to come back and go, oh, that brought me to these things that I actually really thought were good things in my life.  Like it took years. And sometimes it's just knowing that, okay, I'm gonna have little pieces along the way. Yes. But it might take me a long time to get back to those bigger ones. A hundred percent. Yeah. Yeah. And knowing too, like you, like, you're gonna, you're gonna, it's kind of like chipping away at like a stone or a big boulder, right?  Mm-hmm. You're taking out little pieces and sitting with it, digesting it, processing it for those bigger rocks. It does take. Time. Mm-hmm. It takes time to see it all. And the other reason for that is too, because your higher self knows how much you can handle, right? Mm-hmm. She's not gonna give you and expect you to crush the entire boulder in one sitting.  She's gonna take you, she's gonna give you little pieces, and then as you can handle that, as you can as you see it, right? You can take the veil off and fully see it and be in neutrality. She's gonna give you some more, but she's not gonna, it's just like with our sole purpose, she's not gonna give us all 1000 steps right away.  She knows that would overwhelm us in our human. She's gonna give us little bite-sized pieces, and as we see it, as we take it, she'll offer us more. You know? Mm-hmm. Yeah. It's just finding those bite sizes and feeling them, like you said yesterday, just 'cause Yeah. Feeling them. Yeah. Yeah. In our bodies and, mm-hmm.  Yeah. Absolutely. Yeah. It's the whole like, and those are good intuitive questions too, like, do I have this solved in my, um. Do I have this solved in my mind and do I have this solved in my body? Right? What we talk about this heavily in our emotions program, but you will either be body-based or uh, mind based typically, and you can flop between those states, but you will gravitate towards logically figuring out in your mind, but not feeling it in your body or only feeling it in your body and having no idea what's going on in your mind.  So figuring out which one you are and working on helping that other piece to have this full connection. Connection of mind and body. So really, really good stuff. Yeah. Um, okay. Kaha, did I fully answer your question, sweetie? Perfect. Okay. Anyone else have something else they wanna bring to the table? This is such good conversation to have.  I have a question, but I don't, I don't know if it's I, I'll just say it. So please do. In looking like, I've been really trying to figure this out. Like I figured out my frustration yesterday of this class and this lady that didn't do the job that I paid her to do, and yada yada. I figured out why, because now I'm gonna, now I've learned, now I'm like, I blocked her.  I'm like, you know what? Bye-bye. I'm just gonna do this myself. Yes, yes. She, she kind of laid the groundwork and I'm going in and finishing it, so now it's all gonna be like, it was in my voice, but now it's really going to be in my voice and like I learned how to Yeah. Build this class on Kajabi. 'cause I didn't know what the heck I was doing.  Oh. Anyway, it takes a while. Yeah. Yes it does. I've been working on it nonstop since Sunday and um, but now I'll learn, and now I'll have that skill forever. So I was like, I figured that one out pretty quick. But this business one, this business one, this business one, and I sit here and I'm like, okay, you handled.  I always refer back to the illness because like that was a big thing. Mm-hmm. That was a huge thing for me to handle. I was, I handled it way differently than I ever would've expected. Mm-hmm. Um, and so like in my mind I'm like, how can I find the good and stay positive and figure that out, but I can't figure out the business.  Why can I figure out something like cancer but not business? Like, it makes me mad. Does that make sense? What? Yeah, it does. Um, so like, I'm sitting here thinking the business, okay, what am I supposed to be learning from this? What is the positives? Why am I going through this struggle with my business when it was doing so good?  Mm-hmm. And I had this, I had this whole plan for the future. I was gonna open a second one. I was gonna sell 'em as a package. And at the time I was in a relationship and then our kids were gonna grow up. We, I was gonna sell 'em, we were gonna move. Like there was this big, beautiful plan that got absolutely shattered in every way.  Makes me cry. Uhhuh. Yeah. Oh. It's so like, okay, what am I supposed to be learning? Right? So I think health was easier for you because I think you just had a stronger innate knowing that you can turn your health around, you know? And it's just, yeah, I had more confidence maybe in that, more confidence. And, um, you, it's just when we talked about in the webinar, I think it was this week, right guys?  I talked to so many people I lose track of when I say what, so the different grades, right? And it's, and it's you being be having an innate knowing that you can get yourself out of anything. You had that mastery in health, that was an easy one for you, but that mastery in business, that's where your higher self is showing you another area that you haven't quite fully understood yet, that she's pointing you to another area in order to uplevel kind of how we talked about how you need to have that mastery in all eight areas.  Mm-hmm. You, that was easy for you innately because you have been a part of the health world for so long. So that was an easy slide in for you, but the business is not as easy. So that's kind of the explanation of why, why health was easier and business is not. Does that make sense? Yeah, no, it does. It does.  So, um, what that is though is you said it yourself, it's you had created a plan that you wanted to execute. And your higher self had a different plan for you. So it's that bitterness and that anger towards, I already had this figured out. Yeah. And it's the lack of trust that she has it far better.  Something better figured out out than you could have ever imagined. Yeah. And that trust right between higher self and your human self, it's just still your human self holding onto it and being like, nah, I know. Be that way. Butt out. You know, like, I wanted it this way, but when we look at it, right. Is your sole purpose supposed to be to own those gyms?  No. No. Right. It can't be because I don't want, yeah. No. So is she pressing you to take action to push you towards your sole purpose? Yeah. Yes. Yeah. She's having things fall apart so that better things can come, can get put together. Yeah. And the sooner we let go of that choke hold over what we think life should look like mm-hmm.  And we surrender and go, Hey, maybe I'm being pushed to move to this faster. It, it's, things can fall into place easier. Right. Yeah. And that's, and I know that's super hard for me. I'm such a control freak. I mean, I feel like I've had to be just being a single mom and a business owner and, you know. Yep. Like, I run everything in my life.  There's nobody here to pick up the pieces. It's me. Absolutely. And so it's like, how do, like how do you let go, let go, you know, respectively, it's tr Yeah. It's, again, it's like the theme of today, it's that self-trust, right? Yeah. And intuiting too, like the different action steps. That are going to be kind of the right at like footprints in the snow or footprints in the stand.  Mm-hmm. The sand that you can follow to make sure that you are not taking the wrong steps that are going to create a longer journey. Does that make sense? Right. It's knowing which action step is going to get you there. The quickest, the fastest, quickest, and the easiest, you know? Yeah. Um, so again, it's that, it's that self-trust.  It's also a leap of faith. You know, it's a leap of faith and it's just your, it's your, that's gracious, subconscious, and conscious going, stepping outside of my comfort zone is scary. I like that. I wanna be where things are comfortable, where I'm doing what I've always done. Stepping outside of that is too hard for my nervous system to be safe and feel safe and feel like I can make it and survive, right?  So it's a very biologically, physiologically important piece to us that helps us, you know, not step in front of a car, not be able to be eaten by, it's so supportive to us. But I think what you've gotta with the mind and you know, get yourself out of fight or flight within it, but then also go, okay, how can I, how can I trust this and how can I calm my nervous system down that this is gonna be okay?  Right. Yeah. So that would be coming up with. Well, I've always figured it out, right? Yeah. I, I split up and I got a divorce and I fricking figured it out. Yeah. I'm here. I'm supporting my kids. I got, that's one thing about you is like, you're gonna figure it out. You're gonna get your hands dirty. Yeah.  There's nothing anyone can tell Maggie that is going to sway her from pulling up her pants and getting it done. Right? Yeah. That's a huge part of your personality. Yeah. So why is this I'm an Aries. Huh? I'm an Aries. Hey girl. Same. And Chelsea is too. I know. Hey girl. Hey. So why doesn't that apply to this situation?  I know, and I, you know, and I think about that too because I'm like, you've al like you said, you always figure it out. You get through it, it always do. There may be some hard times, but you, you dig through it and you get out and it's always better on the other side. I don't know why this one bothers me or feels so hard or bothers me, I guess because it's been.  It's been a long, it's been three years. Right. And I'm like, why the hell haven't I figured it out yet? Like I'm normally quicker than that. Why is this taking so long to turn my business around? Like why? Because it feels like a failure to you. It does. It feels like a disappointment that you didn't measure up to what you said you were gonna measure up to.  Yeah. Which is that true? That's Oh, a hundred percent. No, Maggie. Yeah. It's not failure. I mean, I feel failure. Failure. It's not, it's not true. Yes. I feel that. But yeah, you feel, yes. You feel that it's a failure. You feel like you didn't, what you set out to do, you didn't do. Yeah. And you are taking that as a dis, right?  As, yeah. As like a personal loss. As a personal attack. And like also you're taking it as, what will everyone else think of me? What are Yeah. People thinking of me. That's a big one in this. Yeah. Yeah. I mean, I'm in the town I grew up in. Everybody knows me. I mean, my family's always had businesses here where.  Fortunately, or unfortunately very well known. And so even like with the whole changing the schedules at work because of the, I don't want people to know my business is suffering. I don't want that out there. I don't want them to think, oh, why did she let that girls out? You know? I, yeah. Yeah. So I, lot of it's rooted in what other people think.  A lot of it's rooted in you shaming yourself, that you didn't live up to what you felt like you should have. But the rerouting here that I want you to do is that, and it's hard. I'm not saying, again, going back to like human, human emotions. I sit and tell people all the time, like, your career that you've gotten a doctorate in is not the career for you.  Right? It's not where you're gonna be content. It's not where you're gonna have. Fulfillment in your sole purpose. You are not meeting any contracts with this. And you can sit and be unhappy and, and have the paycheck, and have the status quo and have people look at you. But the bottom line is it's not, and you know it, not you, but like when I'm talking to these individuals, it's like, you know it in your soul that you want to go out and do something else, but it's that leap of faith, right?  Yeah. It's that. It's that hard decision where you're stepping out. You are so uncomfortable, your skin is crawling, and you are holding onto dear hope that this is the right decision. That's right. And we've all had those choices we've had to make in life where we've had to. Yeah. And I didn't feel like that with the gym.  Stepping out into the gym. Yeah. When I left the family business and went into business for myself, I didn't, was it scary? A little but not, not like that. Uh, I think that's because at that point in your life, you hadn't had what you had considered so many failures. But since then, I think you've had the divorce, which you kind of have the same train of thought boyfriends, which you kinda have the same, you know, it's the same train of thought that now you're going, oh shoot, I've viewed myself failing in other areas.  What if I fail again? Where at that point in your life, you weren't having so many under your belt where your mind was going there. Does that make sense? Yeah, it does. So, so I think it's just. It's getting that trust. It's all coming down to self-trust in you and in your higher self and in the plan and trusting your gut, you know?  Yeah. Um, and that takes proving to yourself how your intuition's always been spot on. How you've always made it, how you've always figured out. It's the same thing I told Kaath, that taking those real life experiences and showing yourself that you've always had your own back. That's what it is for you, is you're feeling like you or right now and in your energy field.  It's, I don't have my own back. Like I, I am trusting in everybody else besides myself. Yeah, that's true. You know? Mm-hmm. Does that make sense? Mm-hmm. Tie up some loose end. So it's, it's going to be building that trust. Right now you're at a 6% for self-trust and that's why Well, well, that's shy. So it's, it's, um, it's little by little building up that self trust.  And then I think when the self-trust is in the high nineties, then you make this the huge business moves. Yeah. Because you're gonna have the ability to back yourself up. Does that make sense? Mm-hmm. Yes. Okay. Any questions with that? No, she's like, not right now, but when I listen to this later, Lord, will I have questions for you, I'll come back.  Yeah, it is, it's tough. I mean, I've had, I mean my every day is working with people that are like, your kids aren't supposed to be here. Your job is not supposed to. Like, it's sharing the soul blueprint. And a lot of the times our humans are not behind it. They're like, right, that's gonna take me three months to really process what you're saying.  And it sometimes does, it sometimes does take them being repeatedly shown by the universe The same problems. Yeah, the same issues. The same things until they feel pushed enough to jump outside of their comfort zone, you know? Well, and even going, going through everything last year, I was like, I wanna do something in that.  I want, and we've talked about that. Of course you do it. I want to do something to help people go through what I went through and have a better experience and Yeah. You know, my big dream is to get that machine and this doctor like told me I was basically a dumb ass for wanting this dream, and I was like.  How dare you tell me that my dream is dumb. Like, unfollow, unfollow, bye-bye. I did. Yeah. It doesn't matter. But that is just another like, reality check of other people coming in. And that's so good that you're able to spot that and be like, no, like this is, yeah. You know, I was just like, who are you to tell me I can't do something?  And a lot of it's not. Yes. And a lot of our soul, it, it's all, it's all going to come together perfectly. I can already see it, but a lot of our soul blueprint has to come from the hard times. I've told you guys this a thousand times, like if I didn't have, um. Issues in my life with, with the different mental health, with the different physical health, with being told I was stupid.  I had a learning disability, I wouldn't be able to come to you guys. Having overcome that and being able to speak from my true heart, if you didn't have breast cancer and didn't go through it, you wouldn't be able to also do that soul blueprint. You know what I mean? Right. So it's all, and also there's gonna be a huge element of your soul blueprint having to do with business.  And you're gonna speak about this time you're in right now from such a true and real and authentic space. And it's going to be a part of you following your soul purpose. Yeah. You know? Yeah. And it's gonna come back around. I often have those, those times when I'm sitting here and I'm dealing with something and my intuition will show me myself, like on a podium, sharing the story.  And it's like I'm jumping timelines, but it's a helpful indicator of. This is a really important moment in my life. So funny. I'm funny that you say that. Yeah. I'm gonna share it someday. It's not like, no. Yeah. I've thought about it. I mean, not to like toot my horn horn, but I'm like, I just wanna go talk to people.  Like, I wanna stand on a stage, like you said, behind a podium and like explain to people that there's different choices and there's, you know, I just, I wanna like, and the reason you feel like that tell the world is because it's a part of your sole purpose. Yeah. So it's, it's just letting down the walls you have right now that it's not gonna work out.  That you couldn't make money from it. That Yeah. It's a scary leap. It's, it's plowing through those walls to get to that point. And what's hard is that the, the universe and source in your higher self can continue to give you roadblocks until you get fed up. Or you can just, like, there's a two way street here.  It's that you can continue fumbling and hitting blocks after blocks after blocks showing that you the same thing. Or you can take a leap and jump. Yeah. So it's really, you can get, you're gonna get there either way. Right? Right. It's really how you want to Yeah. So, but it doesn't, does not discount the human raw emotions and having a lot of feelings with it.  And I empathize with that. It's a big, big, big, big life, big decision. Yeah. Mm-hmm. So, okay, so focus on, um, just like I said to Kaha, focus on the self-trust. Yeah. And pointing out to yourself how you've made decisions before and it's worked out. And if you didn't make those decisions, how your life would look so different.  You know what I'm saying? Mm-hmm. Okay. Okay, perfect. Awesome. I love you. You're doing amazing. I love you too. You're doing so amazing. I'm so proud of you. I get super emotional as we should. It's life. Life is hard. Life is messy. Life is not always roses. And we're here for you guys in the roses times and in the sunshine and horns and the wow, the clicks and all this stuff.  And we're also here for you. And this, this sucks and I don't wanna hear it. I mean, we see it all. Yeah. And it does not matter to us how, what you guys come to us, like we're here to help you guys through every emotion and every piece of it. So never feel bad about that. Thank you. You're welcome. Okay.  Perfect. Yes, Chelsea. Sarah had a good point. So when you say balanced, um, balanced is balance is, um, it's a feeling that you'll get and over time you will know that feeling so well and it will be so apparent to you. When you are not in that feeling. So when I feel just for you guys to have a description here, when I am emotionally balanced, I am like the most zen ever.  Like I could care, like somebody could do the worst things to me and I would just be like, wow, I totally see why you made that choice. Sounds crazy. But that's truly how it is. It's like you see why everything is the way it is. You are in complete neutrality. Um, for tangible examples, if I'm driving someone cuts, I'm, I never have road rage anyways.  That's my husband's problem, not mine. But if I'm driving and somebody like cuts me off or somebody's going slow, I, I wouldn't even be in awareness to it because I would be so neutralized to it. Um, it's just like a very calm, almost like. When I first, when I first started, like really tapping into this, being in this state full-time, it's almost like I felt tired.  Like I was almost like, ooh, like I feel fatigued. But it was actually that my nervous system was so calm and I had never had, I haven't had that for a long time in my life, right? Like, I was running on fight or flight for so long, middle school, high school, young adult, having kids young, I, it felt tired to me, but when I had my intuition and I was able to be like, am I like tired?  And it was like 1%, and I'm like, I'm just calm. And it was like, yeah. And I was like, wow, that's wild. Is this how other people are living? And it was like, no, most of the people are not living like this, but it can feel like that. So it's, and it's gonna feel different for all of you guys, but I'm just giving you guys some tangible examples.  It's literally like, you just don't care. You don't care. Somebody could come to me and be like. I have cancer, I, and I would be like, or I have this like horrible disease. I just got like this saddest story and I would be able to immediately go, this is how it's gonna work out for you. Like, this is I, I, or I would be like, oh, this is your sole purpose.  This is, I would be unfazed by it. Where if I'm emotionally imbalanced, I'm probably sobbing with the person. I'm having a meltdown. I'm thinking about it. I'm wondering how I can help, like ruminating over it. So it's attaching what that balanced feeling is for you. And then if you have an intuition, labeling it so that you can ask.  I ask myself all the time on a scale of how emotionally balanced I am in this moment, right? And I will do little checks for myself throughout the day and had to much more in the beginning to understand what balance was for me. 'cause I didn't truly know. So emotionally balanced is kind of that zen feeling, but it really, it's the ab ability to be able to see all the positives and all the negatives and be unopinionated is what it is.  Which is really hard. Really hard. 'cause like I said, most people are in chronic fight or flight 24 7. And it takes insane, uh, mastery to not let your shields drop and have everybody's thoughts and opinions in your face. And then your fired up by everyone's thoughts and opinions, your taking on everybody's feelings and emotions.  And pretty soon before you know it, like two weeks, three weeks pass, and you are just, you are operating on someone else's nervous system and it's not your own. So that's most of the case for literally everyone. So it takes, again, that emotional mastery. And understanding yourself at such a deep level that you can immediately feel when you slip out of that state.  And then you have the tools and resources to immediately bump yourself back up. Anyone have any thoughts on that? When you first hear this, it feels very unrealistic. It feels very like, oh, that feels, feels like stretch. I know about that, but I promise it is. You do have an ability to get to that state, but it takes a lot of work and it takes a lot of time and energy and investment towards understanding what that is.  And like I said, it's really helpful when you have a trained intuition because you can gut check and learn yourself at microscopic levels that most people wouldn't be able to comprehend, you know? Anyone have any thoughts on that?  Okay. Awesome. Okay, anyone have another question they would like to go through? Lots of good stuff today. Olivia, my girl. Okay. So I've been trying to think over like how do I talk to myself, like self-love, that kind of thing. Mm-hmm. But I keep coming back to just like irritation. Like I'm not sad, I'm not disappointed, not mad.  I'm just like so irritated at things. Mm-hmm. So does that like mean something different? 'cause I'm also noticing it like in other areas too, like with things like I'm just irritated and it's not overwhelmed, like just here or there, but it's like irritated annoyance is what I feel like I default to Uhhuh.  And even like when I talk to myself or like when things happen, it's not like, oh, that really upsets me, or I'm sad about that. Like I'm just irritated. Yeah. Um, let me just look in quick. I. So you're actually experiencing an array of an emotion of emotions, but you're not familiar with the array of emotions.  So it's, you're kind of pigeonholing yourself to irritation and annoyance, but it's actually a lot of other emotions. But it's just that you don't have the familiarity with all of them to be able to distinguish the different ones that you're flowing in and out of. So what I'm seeing when I intuitively look in is not just irritation and annoyance, there's a lot of other ones, um, but there's just not enough of the words to feelings, like having a feeling and being able to label it, which is not your fault.  A lot of people don't, many people do not have that, but I don't see that it's just irritation and annoyance. Does that make sense? Another one that's like more what? Um, or is it really just kind of all over the place? It is all over the place, but, um,  it's, it's why, it's why is like the, the, the phrase you keep coming up with is, why is this happening to me? Yeah. Why am why me is what it is? And that, so like, what other emotions would that be? Because even when you say that, it still just feels like, like it annoys me. Like, why me? This is annoying. That's just 'cause the, the reason you keep gravitating to that is just because that is something that you've learned to, um, identify with that neural pathway.  So it's just like, there's many emotions, but because you're not in awareness of all the different array of emotions, you've kind of picked out this one and then everything. That you're feeling that comes from, why me? Why is this happening to me? You're just slapping on the label of irritation and annoyance because you don't know any of the other ones.  Does that make sense? Yeah. Um, is it know them or I don't want to be them? No, it's that you're not. 'cause I feel like angry. I don't, I don't wanna be it 'cause it doesn't do any good. It is like kind of my thought towards that. Or have I, like, do I really not know them or have I just like shut 'em down? Yes.  Just are stupid. No, I would say you don't know them. Okay. Um, which again is not your fault. There's probably 5,000 different emotions out there and it's also not really necessary to be able to have the specific label on them. We talk about this in the emotions program. It's not always necessary to or supportive to find the perfect label.  It's more so that you'd want to attack that neural pathway. Is causing it in the first place, which is why does this have to happen to me? Which ties back to this shouldn't be my life isn't the way that it should be. Which ties back to the entire theme of today and Tuesday, which is self-trust. Yeah. So just looking for why it would be happening then in those moments, like when I'm feeling irritated, like, oh, this is what something good they've been like trying to somewhat quiet and then as soon as I mute, yeah.  So you're gonna have to stop in those moments and catch those thoughts of, oh, I'm reverting back to this same neural pathway of why. And y me is the top of the layer. And then a layer underneath it is, um, this isn't going the way that I want it to go. That was the other thing I felt with irritation. Like I was like, like, I feel like I'm not in control then, and that bugs me.  Yeah, but you're also, you're, it's trusting. It's again, going back, which everybody's stuff has to, has to do with this today. It's going back to that your higher self has your life intricately planned out for you, right? And that whatever is coming up right now is exactly the way that it should be and is happening for the best reason.  So it's having your human self go into that and go, why is this actually working out for me? What I'm irritated with? Why is it actually supportive to me right now? Does that make sense feeling now? Am I irritated? You what with them? I said, what feeling am I having now? Am I irritated at my kids that they're on the stairs with the baby sleeping right there?  Or am I a different thing? Yeah, you have an ex, it's unmet expectations for you. The expectations right now is that your kids are quiet, that they're respecting the baby sleeping, and it's not happening. It's unmet. You're going, this should be different. And so I'm mad at the situation or irritated or, um, disappointed.  They're not meeting expectations or shame. I'm shaming myself as a mom because I should have better rules and systems in place so that this doesn't happen. Yeah. You know what I'm saying? Like you are, it's tying back to how you're viewing self. I should be better. This should be different. It's shoulding.  Tyler says this all the time, stop shitting on me, which is shoulding. SHO. You know what I mean? Oh, he learned that in therapy a long time ago. And every time I say the word should, he's like, don't shit on me. And I'm like, okay, can we stop ever saying that to me ever again? But um, yeah, it's, it's tying back to all those layers and you could take it.  So see how that surface level, right? Mm-hmm. My kids are irritating me. Underneath that though is layers and layers, layers deeper to the bottom layer, which is I'm not a good mom. I'm not good at keeping them in check, right? I'm embarrassed that everyone's seeing my kids run around. I am this right. And it's all these layers deeper.  That always points back to an imbalance perception of self. Mm-hmm. You're an amazing mother and like, but it's you not feeling that way. Does that make sense? Yep. So it's not necessarily, and don't even focus, I would even say like, it's not even that helpful to find the exact thing at all times. Um, there's different protocols and stuff we do in the motions program that we kind of dive deeper into times.  That's helpful times that's not helpful. But what I would focus on right now is that you have an expectation for how life looks that you don't like and you think it should be different, you know, and taking a look at that and being like, I think we said the phrase on Tuesday, how, what was it? It was, maybe Sarah will remember this.  I feel like her brain's real, real spot on with this stuff. Um, it's why is my higher self orchestrating this for me? Was that it? Why or how is it benefiting me that higher self is, is giving this to me right now? Okay. Uh, and then it would be going, well, I'm so glad my kids are running around right now because it's showing me that I think I'm a crappy mom and I'm not.  I'm an amazing mom, but I'm thinking that layers deep. And if I didn't have my kids doing this for me right now, I would never get to that layers deep. Okay. She's like still trying to get that okay. But in the moment when they wake up the baby and I have to deal with him and get him back to sleep, and then he's crab and I'm crab and we don't like, I just get stuck in all of that.  All of that. Yeah. It's a really, it's a really deep level thinking, and when you're not used to using that muscle every day, it's really hard to immediately get yourself to that space in the moment. It might look like. Wow, they woke the baby up. That was a level nine trigger for me. I'm going to spend two hours tonight thinking about why that happened, how that happened, and thinking of a different solution for tomorrow while fixing the reflection so I don't end up in that same position.  Does that make sense? So it might not be like spot on in the moment. You're able to like kind of digest it all. It might take you taking some quiet time later to look at it from a more neutral lens when you're out of the situation. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Does that help? Yep. Listen back. I think you'll get some gold nuggets when you listen back and are able to write down some notes and kind of start seeing it.  Um, but it is, it's a really advanced skillset and it's gonna take some time to just kinda like see it in that lens. Okay. Okay. Awesome. Yes. Alright. Any others? Chelsea, you got a question to. I feel like everything everybody asked was exactly what I would've asked. Like Olivia, I could have just repeated that exact same whole trigger situation.  Kaha like, yeah, all of them were so good. I'm think I'm just gonna rewatch and like ruminate on all of it. Abs. Yeah. And yeah, I mean these are things that everybody is dealing with all day. That's why these lives are so helpful because you're able to hear other women be like, dude, I feel like my house is on fire.  I feel like my business is on fire. I feel like my financial areas, we're all gonna have those very human, raw emotions. And what's so great is listening, like I said, to the different advice given to each person, but also it's helping you guys see that what I always tell you guys, the problem is not the problem.  The problem is not the problem. And you can see that, right? You can see that in everybody's example, how we literally whittled it down to self-trust and self-love, right? The problem wasn't the bank account or the skin issues or the business, or we all whittled it down to the smallest layer was, which was, I don't trust myself.  I don't trust my higher self. I don't feel like this is in control. And that's the root of the problem we have to work on, and we can all see that higher self is blowing up all these different areas of our lives because it's getting our attention, right? It's going, Hey, look at me. Hey, look at me. Hey, look at me.  It doesn't really, I don't wanna sound insensitive, but it doesn't really matter the problem because we're all going back to the original layer that a higher self is trying to show us. So when we sit and go. I gotta extinguish this, I gotta extinguish this, I gotta extinguish this. Most of the time when we just focus on that smaller route, that is actually causing major roadblocks in our sole purpose, right?  If we don't have self-trust, if we don't believe everything's working out for us, we certainly can't be spewing that information to other people in our business or intuiting for other people and being like, no, it's gonna be fine if we don't believe that, right? We can't be walking other people through that.  We can't be telling our kids that we can't be telling our spouse that, right? We can't be walking our soul path if higher self is going, dude, you don't even believe that, right? So in order for and all of you guys. Every single person on this live and on replay, your sole purpose has to do with mentoring people.  It has to do with taking this high frequency information and displaying it and passing it out to people that are in your everyday life and that you will find in meet virtually online. You are all leaders. You are all teachers, you are all mentors. You are all intuitives. You wouldn't be here spending a Thursday morning with me if you were not.  So your higher self has a very specific plan for you to go out and lead, but she's showing you the different areas right now that are holding you back from those opportunities opening up. So I think today was super impactful. Again, it's so helpful to look at other people's life and go one, I'm not alone.  I'm not in cray cray town. I am amongst a group of women that are scattered across the US and the entire globe. Literally dealing with the same things. And I'm not alone in that. You guys are amongst some of the most spiritual, high frequency, uh, very advanced intuitives in the world. And I don't take that lightly.  And you guys can lean on each other and also see from these learning lessons, the bigger picture here. And to see that the problem is not the problem. We've just been taught some very low frequency information that is showing us that we need to go out and try to fix the problem with external solutions here, there, and the other thing.  But actually, when we see the high frequency information, our soul resonates with it. Our soul goes, yeah, that actually makes so much sense, right? And we're gonna keep rerouting you guys back to the root. Back to the root, back to the root, which takes time because we've been conditioned for years and decades to do it the opposite way.  So it's gonna be a continual little course correcting, you know, and um, and that's what we're here for you guys for with a very, with a, with an element of like, I totally get you on a human level. Like I will be your spiritual mentor and I also will sit alongside of you guys and hold your hand and go, I totally get the human side of this.  This I, I shared with you very openly. I try to share as much as I can about my personal life to show you guys it is hard. It is not for, not for the week like it is, it is hard stuff. And looking at yourself in your mirror, in the mirror and being shown and shown again and shown again and all these things, it's hard, it's hard work, but is a hundred percent possible.  And like we talked about on Tuesday, the harder, the harder path is always the most fruitful path. Always. I don't care what we're talking about. It is always the better path than the easy one that has instant gratification. So another amazing q and a. Love this. I think these are so, so, so helpful. Yeah. I have one last minute, like to wrap it up.  So when we are recognizing all these things, all these ways, it's showing up the low self-trust and not knowing how to handle it. Do you have a tip, and I'm sure you said it before, for knowing where to start. Like do I start with self love? Do I start here? I think that is my biggest hangup. I don't trust myself to like start in the right place.  Mm. Be like somebody else would tell me to start here. Or like you would say, oh, it's deeper. You should start here. So what I'm gonna tell you to do is I'm gonna tell you to go back to. The emotions program to where we went to the framework of going, but why, but why, but why I think, um, and use your intuition, right?  Come up with the surface level thought of why you're stuck, why you're upset, why you're triggered, and goals. Is this for, is this for like every time I'm re recognizing it or for that exact, like, I don't know where to start reflection for, I dont know where I, where to start. Reflections. Okay. If you are feeling into the of that, a hint of I don't know what I'm doing.  I don't know what's going on, I know too much. Any of those thoughts. Go back to that framework, get the surface level idea, and then go through that framework of whittling it, whittling it, whittling it, and use your intuition to be like, is this it? To what percentage? You know what I'm saying? Mm-hmm. So with tying the emotions program with the intuition program, level three, intuition, level three, with the Universe's translation, we show you how to take a sentence and make sure it's a hundred percent accurate.  Take that skillset with the emotions program, skillset of whittling it down and together you will always find the lowest route. Does that make sense? Those are two things that have been on like my internal to-do list. No goal. Relist to emotions and work on that exact skill of breaking down. You're the synchronicities that fly from your mouth.  On a weekly basis. We should start, we should start a journal or something because we could have like a class. I have too many journals. I dunno where to start.  Too many notes, too many journals, too many. You should have one journal and keep it all in one space. Coming from the type, coming from. I have a meaning to do that too, coming from the type B gal that has no set place for anything. Yeah, I know, I know. But, um, truly those two mergings will be it for you, but then also for everybody here, the lowest route that you're all trying to get to will always be a limited self sense of self.  Right? It will always come back to you dissing yourself, not living up to your potential, not thinking that you're capable. It will always tie back to your reoccurring soul lesson and your limited self sense of self. Now, what's challenging is that as we talk in the intuition programs, that phrase could be said 16 different ways, right?  It could be. We've given these examples a lot, but like it could be, um, I'm not a good mom. Could be what you think it is, but a very similar phrase of, um, I don't role model being a good mom enough. Like it could be those two separate sentences and one is gonna resonate more with solving the reflection than the other.  Like, it gets dicey, it gets complex. So having an intuition, having the emotions program to scooch those together and get to the root to solve it quickly or efficiently is what is the most potent. Does that make sense? It sounds like a lot of work, and it sounds like it's gonna be a never ending task, but Yes.  But I just need to keep doing it more and then it won't feel like so much work. Well, yeah. You see me get to the root of people's things in like 15 seconds, like you will get there. It's just taking, but again, going back to our Tuesdays class, you have to earn the right, you have to earn the right, like, um, it's like I, I'm gonna talk about this next week in the podcast, but we used to, when we have a gift and we're naturally good at something, you have to go and train that gift, right?  You have to go put the time and the energy and the investment to be a trained intuitive, to have mastery over reflections. Just like people used to do apprenticeships and spend a year or two learning their craft. That goes the same for this stuff. You have to earn the right, you have to put the time in.  You have to see all the different variables. You have to grow the relationship with your higher self to have the speed and the efficiency. That is so huge. I just realized I have this thing, like I've never had to work hard at anything in my life. This is the hardest I've ever had to work. Like school came easy, everything came easy, and I could just kind of float through life.  And this is the hardest that I've ever had to like work, dig in. Yeah. Maggie and I just had conversation yesterday. Yeah. Wait, what did you say, Sarah? You and I just had that same conversation yesterday. Like school was easy for me and you know, I, yeah, it, I did it really easily, but intuition and some of these other things are coming harder and it's like, why is this not easy?  Yep. But yeah. It's not easy because your, your higher self is knowing that you can be one of the best intuitives in the world. Yeah. Knowing that you can be, and I don't mean that like as a flaky, a flaky sentence, I train some of the best intuitives in the world, and it's because of the depth that we go in.  The other people that you find, and I don't mean that to be cocky or to have an ego, but you guys are meant to be one of the best in the entire world. You are meant to radically shift this planet. You are meant to help. I have like goofies, an tears in my eyes. You are meant to help people that no one else can help.  You are meant to change the world. If you're gonna be a world changer and you're gonna change the frequency, you have to have such a trained skillset in these areas. Right? In reflections, in intuition, intu in emotions. In order to radically change the world, right? And in, in order to be the best intuitive, um, too many people stick on the like, Ooh, I'm, I am naturally good at being and having intuition, right?  That's what I was, right? I can see ghosts, I can see all these people. Do I know what I'm doing? No, I had no idea. I was so freaked out, so freaked out. I had to go and train, train it, and go, well, in this situation, how does it, I had to go to make sure that it's a hundred percent accurate before I take on any clients, right?  Before I'm gonna go talk to somebody about their soul path and tell their kid to go to public school, like, I better be on it before I go and tell somebody that they're stage four cancer, and I'm looking at a woman's eyes and I'm looking in her heart and her soul, and I'm telling her it can be solved and it can be a hundred percent fixed.  I better have that knowing you have to earn the right to have these hard cha, these hard moments with people. Like life is sticky. Life is messy. I better be a hundred percent on it. Not 92%, not 91%, not 96. I better have a hundred percent knowing, you know, and in order to get to those spaces that you are meant to get in, you have to go through the weeds.  Because in the weeds is where you go, oh, it worked here, but it didn't work here. Why? Oh, it worked in this area, but, but I didn't quite understand it over here. And I need to like go and sit with that. Like, it's a science, it's a precision, right? And yeah, we gotta, we gotta train it. And it's gotta be hard because you guys are doing such big things and that comes with a lot of responsibility.  You know, it's kind of like the messy side of all this, right? It's the, it comes with a lot of responsibility. It comes with meddling with people's lives for God's God's greatest good. But it is your responsibility and it's gotta be taken seriously. And it's gotta have the work that you guys are feeling all like this is tough.  It's tough because of the results you are bringing to people mm-hmm. Are at such significant levels, more than it, more than you guys can even possibly comprehend right now. That level of results, that significance and, and it needs to come with these turbulent times. That make sense? Sorry, that was a little rough, Charles.  It came out a little rough. I didn't mean for it to come out rough. I just, I, I, I. I don't know. It just, it needs to be brought forth in that way and have you guys see it in that way? Because it's so hard when you can be in my position and see where you guys are gonna go. Like see the change, the lives that you are going to change, the soul contracts.  It's the difference between somebody wanting to jump off a bridge and meeting you. It's so big. It's so big. And I, and I, and it's hard. And it's hard like seeing all these different things and you guys being like, oh, but it's hard. It's like, yeah, because look at all this stuff, like could throw up. Just kidding.  But like, you know, it's just, it's um. It's so cool where you guys are going. It's so cool. And this will be so minute compared to all the things you do is what I'm trying to end on here in an un eloquent way. I love the unhinged Maggie Peppo. Like that's what I needed to get my Aries fired. Like hell yeah.  I'm gonna do it. I wanna do it. I know I do get a little radical. I'm like, whew, I am sweating. No, I relate to that. I like the, I like the emotion behind it instead of like, oh, sit with your higher self. I love the the like Get your act together, your, this is why I relate. Light a little fire under your butt.  Yeah. It came out a little strong. Sorry about it. No, that's what I needed. I'm gonna like screenshot that and listen to it over and over. You get a little un meditation, like the opposite of a meditation. Yeah. It's gonna be like a, A firing. Yeah. But it is cool. And like we always say the hard stuff. You'll look back and be like, I look back at times when I was learning intuition and I was feeling like I got it wrong.  I've told you about all those times of like mm-hmm. Having to text my partner and she'd ask me a question and be like, I what you're saying? Like, you're in Pennsylvania, I don't even know who you are. Where are you? I was so, so lost, you know? I was like, I don't think I'm doing the right thing. And you're butting up against the wall.  Butting up against the wall. But I needed that experience because if I didn't have it and I went to go train intuitives and they were like, oh, I don't get it. It'd be like, why? Why just get it, you know? Like I wouldn't have the heart to be like, I totally get where you guys are coming from. Like, I totally get it.  You need to have these experiences for what Higher self is ramping you up to be and where you're gonna go. Yeah. Sarah, did you have something? No, I'm just along for the ride. I just, I love this conversation and like I said this morning, I just was like mind blown by where my mind went and I listened to these stories and like, I can feel for all these girls too, and it's like on the other side of each of your issues is gonna be something so great, amazing.  Mm-hmm. And it's just, and it's so, so much easier to see it in other people, right? Yeah. Can from all of our girls here and be like, oh, I see how Maggie's gonna be on the other side. And she need, you get it, but it's hard, it's hard to see when you're in it. Yeah. Ourselves. Yeah. It's hard to have that. It's, it's finding those little, even those little nuggets from what you hear, like, um.  And remembering those. It's the 1%, it's the half brick today. The Yep. Quarter brick tomorrow. And eventually, like I said, one day it'll be like, oh, wait a minute. I'm not in that funk anymore. Yeah. You know? 'cause you slowly kind of unravel it. Yeah. And I think Sarah and I talked about this yesterday too, but this would be helpful for those with intuition asking, you know, like, where am I at versus where I was a year ago.  Where is my mastery level at this? How quick did I get out of it today versus what I would've been six months ago? And getting those factual details, because that helps your human get on board. Like, I am making progress. I'm making progress, I'm moving forward. It's not gonna be the a hundred percent difference in a day.  Right. But it's little by little, like you said, 1% here, 1% there. Wow. Six months. I'm a whole new woman. Mm-hmm. I got over this real quick, you know? Mm-hmm. So all really good stuff. Good, good, good. Okay. These lives are so incredible. I love you guys so much. Thank you for showing up. Live with me, sharing your heart with me.  Um. These are so important to your guys' journey and just feeling like you're not alone and feeling like there's people around you that get you and love you. And this is like, I think the community, and this is the most valuable piece of this, because so many people are just consuming information, consuming informa information, not knowing how to integrate it, and not feeling like they have people around them that can help them with their blind spots.  Where you guys are sitting in a sea of people that have trained intuitions, have ideas of reflections, um, and it is so, so valuable. And, um, keep reaching out to them and keep building these relationships. Because when you're in your head, when you have your blind spot, it is so helpful to have somebody that's like, Ooh, have you thought of this angle?  Have you thought of this piece? Have you, you've got one more thing to uncover. Just a a allowing you to. Get out of your head a little bit and see that there's support all around you and people cheering you on all around you. So, okay. Awesome.