Why Life Feels Like It's Falling Apart Right Now

I'm excited to join because I can't do Tuesdays anymore, so. Yay. Okay. Um, also know that when, I know that you had a question about that being assigned, it's not, if you are, it is a form of reflections, which we're gonna kind of get into a little bit more today.  A tool that's gonna help you with it, um, but also know that your higher self knows you really well, and that if there's a little season that she's pulling you back from. Being live and interactive. It's for a reason. It's for your best good. And then when she needs you to get back into a live interactive setting, she'll manipulate things in your life for you to be back live.  Okay? Just like today, like things that you were, uh, that she is orchestrating behind the scenes. So. And this goes for everybody. When plans change like this, when there's a sudden drop where you're like, oh, I should be there or I should be doing that, or whatever. If you are not able to make it, if things are popping up, it is all perfect.  It is all the way that it's supposed to be, even if you're human, can't quite understand what that is. Um, it is all in divine timing. There's like, probably, I'm pulling for you Kim, 126 other things that she's working on that she's like, you're not supposed to be there live. There's all these other things that she is tying together in other areas of your life.  So trust in that, trust in your higher self and know that it is all for good reason, that you're not gonna be here lives for this blip in time. And as soon as those things are kind of like those loose ends are kind of tied up, she'll, she'll make way for you to be back in live. Okay. So does that make you feel a little better?  It makes me feel a lot better because things like this happen all the time and I'm like. I take it so personally. Mm-hmm. And then, yeah, so, okay. That's good to hear. Yeah, so definitely, and this, like I said, goes for everyone. We were just talking about this in our intuition practice, how we had to reschedule and, um, everybody came on and was like, it was so much better that we rescheduled all this came, you know, to light.  And this was here and this was here. And so starting to get into that habit of going, everything is happening for a reason. Everything is working out for me, even if I can't see it. Like I said, um, there is so many other reasons why things are going on, and your higher self is very, very, very smart, very, very intelligent, and she knows exactly what you need at the right time.  So making sure you kind of trust in that. Awesome. Yes. Okay, perfect. I am so excited. Today, Chelsea was like, are you reading my mind? Yes. I'm reading your minds all the time, guys. I literally. Tap in the night before, actually this morning at five was when I was like, okay, what are we working on today? I woke up at five and I was like, what's happening?  What's going on? Tapping into the collective energy field, and that's what is so cool about these webinars is it's literally tailored to you, like it is tailored to the stuff you are going through. As a collective, and it's very, very tangible information because again, it's issues that are arising right now and what you need in this moment.  And then if you are somebody that's watching this on replay, same thing. Like you will be physically drawn to watch this webinar or to watch this second of the video or this second. Like your intuition and your higher self is constantly cultivating an environment where you're getting exactly what you need at the right time.  So even if you're watching this on replay and it's three years down the road or two years down the road, it's exactly the right timing for you to be receiving this information. Okay? It's really cool how this stuff works out. So what I had been feeling, um, and why we're gonna tackle a little bit of self-love is because what I'm feeling from you guys as a collective is.  You guys are getting some massive upgrades. What I, when I went into look at the energy fields around you guys, you guys are expanding your consciousness with showing up to these lives, with joining the programs, with doing one-on-one sessions with, um, keeping up to date on the podcast. You guys are getting basically like an accelerator with your consciousness, like it is expanding at record speeds and you guys are getting a lot of life upgrades.  And with life upgrades, there's always this moment of feeling like everything's falling apart before you get the upgrade. Feeling like everything is shattering. And in a sense, it kind of honestly really is. It's shattering your previ, previous conditioning, your previous programming, your emotional blocks.  Can I get that type of love up here on my cheeks? Like I would love that. Like where am my duckies? I love that for you. Um. You're shattering at. Hello? Look at me like a squirrel. I like cannot concentrate. Hello? Hello kids. Um, so what we were talking about, you are going to before an upgrade, before you kind of hit another level.  And we talked about this a little bit last week for those that weren't with us. We have all these different levels within our consciousness. Okay? We have like grade one, level one, okay? And when you start to kind of master the concepts, you get to move on to grade one, level two, grade one, level three, grade one, level four.  And as you master these little micro. Concepts and integrations, you get to up level, right? But before you up level, you're going to have a shattering of a previous version of you, of a past identity of you, of how you were raised, what people have told you, how you've been influenced, the social contagions you're seeing, whether you're on social media or you're out in public and you're gravitating and you're, you're tapping into other people's consciousnesses, you're going to have a shattering of what you can't take to the next level.  Okay? And when you start to feel like life is crumbling, life is hard. Life is spiraling, right? How many of you guys are feeling that right now? Or just got over that? Okay. Put in the chat. What feels like it's crumbling or unmute yourself. Like what feels rocky right now?  I'll go. I, I feel like I always go and I always talk about business, but in the last Love it for you mean? I don't know how long these periods go, but in the last two to three years mm-hmm. I've had so many traumatic things happen. Yes. My mother went through a serious illness and had a stroke. My business started to collapse.  My relationship ended. Yep. I got cancer, like Yeah, that's enough. That's enough for me. Right. Yeah. And are you feeling like you're still picking up the pieces to all of those areas? In some, my mom is stable and as good as she can be with her diagnosis, she's good. Mm-hmm. I am good, healthy health wise. Yep.  So I feel like there's some areas that have stabilized. Um, my business, I feel like I'm starting to, there's not momentum like financially there, but I feel like mentally I am getting at a better place. I have not cared for a long time because of all these other things. Absolutely. So I feel like I'm finally getting to the point where I'm like, okay, you know what?  You haven't tried. You need to get in there and you need to revamp this and revamp, you know, I feel like invigorated in it. Absolutely. Would you say with those obstacles and the strain that it has put on you, do you feel like you carry a lot of guilt within the self-love department? Like should have handled it differently or should have not like Oh, definitely.  Oh yeah. Silly question. Yeah, I do. I mean, like, not in all those areas, but in some, right. I think in some, in the business and relationship for sure in cancer, I think I did amazing. And with my mom, I know I did amazing too, so. Absolutely. Well, and the real, the truth of the answers, you did amazing in all of them.  Right, right. Which is what we're gonna talk about today, is changing the perception. Because I think with these up levelings, all of you guys are doing in these upgrading and getting to a new level, there's this element of, oh crap, I'm creating everything. Oh crap, I created this diagnosis. Oh crap, I created this relationship.  Oh crap, I related this. I created this obstacle. Oh crap. Like you are on, you're tinkering between levels is what I'm seeing where you're going. I like, I get that I created this, but like I don't wanna take full responsibility for this. And also I'm feeling super guilty about it. I got shame for it and like it's creating more of a downhill spiral.  Does that make sense to all of you guys where you are feeling almost like a sense of anxiety or anxiousness and guilt and shame and negativity because you're like, I have all these spiritual tools, but I just feel like I can't always. Integrate them, or I can't always, you know, put them in at the right time, the right place.  And so it's making you teeter between like, maybe these tools don't work, or maybe there's something like radically wrong with me that I'm not like getting to the next level. I'm not feeling this energized momentum in my body that makes me feel like I'm capable of tackling any problem. Are you, are you guys feeling like that?  Mm-hmm. You guys are all like, makes sense? Yeah. Okay. So that's what I wanna get into today because really what, and so when I was whittling this down and I was like, okay, here's the problem. Here's what everyone's collectively feeling. How, what's the solution to this? What's a, what's a way that we can start nipping this in the bud?  Right? Because it really, when it comes down to it is a self-love problem, right? It's a not seeing things. For where you are at and seeing how your higher self is putting you at the perfect time and the perfect place to tackle these obstacles. Can you guys see how this would be related to how you're viewing, viewing your sense of self and where you are and that trust within self and that trust within higher self?  Can you guys see the correlation to that? If we had full trust in self and we were able to take every single obstacle and go, this is actually working out for me. Great, let's like get into this, let's tackle this. If we had that type of lens, would we be filled with shame right now? And disappointment? And a lot of what's coming up in your field is, um, this shouldn't be like this.  Like that phrase is like highlighted in your guys' energy field right now, live and in replay. I should be beyond this. This shouldn't be like this. I shouldn't be experiencing this. I should be, um, having the tools to already tackle this. And so when we go, should, should, should, should, should we do not allow ourself to be in the present moment of where am I right now?  And how is it actually perfect? Does that make sense to you guys? Okay. Um, so what I want you guys right now is I want either in the chat or even in your brain, I want you guys to take one thing that is just like, dang, this is a struggle for me. Like, wow, I am really shook up about this. I'm emotional about this.  And where you're kind of feeling those I should be beyond this. So either share it in the chat or in your head, and I'm going to actually intuitively go through and make sure it's the right obstacle for you to focus on within this webinar so that you guys really, you're gonna take this, you're gonna take the knowledge and I'm gonna have an integration piece for you after where I want you to actually watch the energy change.  I want you to actually implement some of these exercises so that you guys can start changing this ingredient within your field. Okay? Kim, you got one? Okay. That one's a 99% good. You're like, yep. It's not shocking. Not shocking. Um, Sarah, you got one? Okay, that one is a hundred percent perfect, Maggie. Um, coming out of training at my corporate office.  I should be in a better position in that I'm behind even some newer owners. Okay, perfect. That's an amazing one. Chelsea. I don't know if your brain cells are all present here, but I'm sensing that either when you watch this replay or um, if you can kind of catch some things now, the one that you choose is perfect, so don't worry.  She's like, look at the little hand over her head, her face. Perfect. So I want you guys to think of those obstacles, okay? And I want you guys to start connecting. How am I feeling like this isn't perfect? How am I feeling behind? Where is this pressure coming from that I'm not where I am meant to be? Can you guys start to see some of the neural pathways, the things that you're saying, the things you're sharing to your spouse, the things you're sharing to your friends, the the thoughts you are having, where you are going, this isn't right.  I shouldn't be here. I should be beyond this. Okay, Maggie, I got you. Uh, Kim. Kim, I want you to focus a little bit more on share, like where your thoughts are in sharing this, either with your husband, your son, or friends or family. Like start seeing where these thoughts are coming out, where you're like, oh, this is just so frustrating.  This is just, I don't have the tools for this. Like, I don't know how to navigate the situation. Like, this is so annoying to me. Can you see where you're starting to like verbalize yours is a lot in the physical verbalization to friends and family about this obstacle. Can you see how some of that, no. Um, husband, um, coworkers, coworkers, you sharing stuff to coworkers?  I would say it seems like it's more in the work setting. Where you are consciously sharing this, try and think about this with the replay. Um, but it seems like there's an element where you are sharing a little bit of that verbalization in the work environment. So whether that's to clients or to coworkers or somebody within the work environment, it feels like that's where the verbalizations are happening.  And there's gonna be a piece for you, Kim, to connect consciously how you are verbalizing this. That's gonna be really big for the light bulb moments for you. Does that make sense?  Oh, can I unmute? Um, yeah, do do like how I'm, how I'm talking about intuition to co I don't talk to my coworkers too much, but, um, the obstacle that I had to originally think about, yeah, that was a high match, the struggle that you are currently going through. It's consciously figuring out where you are, verbalizing that to your coworkers or to clients.  Oh. Oh, okay. Okay. Does that make sense? That makes sense. But I still don't know where I'm doing it though, so I would, so there is an element where you, for you, it seems like there's a lot of physical verbalization of stressing out loud about this obstacle you're in. Oh, okay. Does that make sense? Possibly.  I can't think of it yet, but I'm sure I am. Okay. It'll come up. It doesn't feel like it's gonna come up live. It's gonna come up. Okay. Later when you're watching the replay going, oh, yeah, I did say that to that client. Oh, yeah, I did say that to that coworker. Like, different, um, conversations are gonna be on replay that you're gonna be like, oh yeah, I was verbalizing that.  Oh, okay. Okay. So those, it feels like specifically within the work environment is gonna be really big for you to figure out how you are verbalizing that stressor. Okay. All right. Sarah, um, do you know where you're doing this? Yes. She's like, I'm on it, girl. Um, and I'm getting to Chelsea, you know, as well.  Yes. Is it more like, um, just where we're having those thoughts of I should be on Yeah. Yeah. Uhhuh. Yeah. Yeah. And it's going, how am I, um, internally verbalizing it to myself, right? Mm-hmm. The more conscious, the more we can take it outta the subconscious and bring it to our conscious mind, the easier it's going to be for you guys to connect how you are doing this, right?  Yeah. The whole points of these webinars is to go, where in my literal life am I doing this? If I just teach you guys abstract, oh, when you guys are subconscious doing this, and sometimes you guys will not be able to physically point it out and go, I see how I'm doing this, right? If we don't have that level of awareness.  The tools I give you guys, you won't know where to implement them if you don't physically grab how you are doing it. Does that make sense to you guys? Mm-hmm. I have a question. Yeah. And I don't know if this will make sense, but like, so when I think of my issue, which is business. Mm-hmm. You know, and it's all been the struggle since this competitor opened and whatever.  Mm-hmm. That, yes, I talk about it like with my best friend, with my parents, with my brother, who give me like business advice or whatever, and I'm like, Uhhuh, yes, it's frustrating. Yes. I voice all of that, but that's also actually the reality. Yes. So how do you, like, how do I, it's your reality and it's an imbalanced perception of your reality.  So that's what we're gonna talk about in just a second. Okay. 'cause when we have, Nope, great question. Love that. You wanna love that you wanna dive into it, and if you have it, 17,000 other people have it. So we wanna tackle the questions. So when we have an obstacle and we are thinking about it to the point where we're venting it to other people, we're physically verbalizing it in our head.  We're ruminating over it thousands and thousands of time times. It's mostly coming from an imbalance perspective of, I'm not doing enough, I'm not showing up in the way I want. I'm not getting the results I want. I, this should be different. Right. Is that a source like unconditional love for yourself or is that an imbalance perception.  Imbalanced perception, right? So when it's an imbalanced perception and our emotions are imbalanced, and the scale is literally like this, 'cause we're not seeing how it's actually working out for us, we're not seeing the positives to us. We are actually strengthening and wiring and firing our neural pathways more to, this isn't what's supposed to be happening, I'm behind the ball.  And all the other verbiage that we're saying to ourselves, do you see that? And then what it's doing is it's making it actually quite louder in your field. And so now just for as for an example, now that you're going, other people are doing this better than me, that are newer than me, right? Is that the kind of verbiage that you're saying now this is going to go into financial?  Other people actually have a lot more money than me. They're doing it better than me. They can save more. They can invest into unique situations that then raise their wealth. They are doing this, they're doing that. It's going into parenting. Other parents are, you see how like that same line of thinking then spider webs out into all these other areas?  Yeah. It's like it bleeds into everything. It bleeds into everything because it's in your energy field now. Really loud. So it's now going to be spider webbing out areas into all the areas because it's loudly trying to show you, Hey Maggie, that's not true. That's so imbalanced. That's not helping you out.  So now it's gonna be, so what it really is at the root of it, Maggie, is comparison. Yeah. It's going, these people are doing it better than I am. And like I said, it's going to be just screaming at you from all these other areas. Yeah. So that's why it's so important to go, where am I physically? Showcasing that this is an imbalanced perception, right?  Where am I physically either, and some of you guys will be split, some of you guys will be more verbalizing. Sometimes some of you guys are gonna be more of an external processor being like, I can't, like if I don't get it off my chest to my best friend, to my mom, to my husband, like I can't process it.  And some of you guys are gonna be more internal processors where you're like, I don't really share it with other people, but man, do I sit and ruminate over it thousands of times? Dice it, slice it, all these different angles, all these different ways. Both are equally damaging because both are equally wiring and firing your neural pathways and pushing that into your physical reality.  Does everyone kind of understand how that works? Mm-hmm. So something that started out really small of just dissing ourselves going, we're not really up to part of that person in one area. It spreads like wildfire, right? It, the more you focus on it. The bigger it grows, the more that it spreads out into all the different areas.  So although it can be helpful and beneficial to be an external processor, we have to make sure that we are doing the external processing in a balanced way. If we're not balanced on the situation, we haven't gotten our emotions in check, we are going to, it's a slippery slope, right? Because basically you are bringing it to other people for them to validate you, for them to lift you up, for them to try to balance out your emotions, when really that has to be an individualistic inside job.  Unless you have trained people like our community here that are like. Hey, Maggie, what's the PO like? Unless you have trained friends that are able to help you balance your emotions and go, Ooh, girl, that's a ref, a reflection. My friends that are trained in this call me out all the time where I'll be like, oh my gosh, this is happening.  And they're like, yeah, that's a reflection. Go figure that out. You know? Or like, let us know if you need help with that. And I'm like, damn it. Like, it, it catches you because you, unless you have that community built around you, which is what we establish here at Whole Family Health to be like, where's, where's the imbalance in this?  And if we're talking to layman, people that are not trained in this, let me pull the percentage. Um, I've never looked into this, but this is really good.  It's a 76% increase into in balancing your emotions even more. So that's a pretty hefty number. It's, it's pushing you past, because you're talking about it, it's, it's just wiring and firing it even more. And also hearing their response to it is just gonna be an inside out voice, or they're gonna agree with you.  And having that agreeance where they're validating you and firing up your emotions even more is going to make you even more imbalanced. Does that make sense to everybody? Do you guys kind of see how that would play into that? Um, really good question, Maggie. Any other further clarity on that? No, I think I totally understand it.  I being balanced is the hard thing. I mean, you ha, I remember when one of our very first calls, you had me do this with the whole breast cancer diagnosis, I had to write down what was good from it. And that's a. Tough. There are good things that came out of it, but that is tough. Um, it is tough. So I think it's just remembering that when I'm looking at the business side of things and talking about it, that what is the positive of it?  And so that I can like balance, I just kind rewire it. Yeah. The reality is yes, the numbers are the numbers and yes, my business may be losing money or it may not be making money or whatever. Like that is real. It is real ab it is real. It's real. But so that's, that's where I was trying to like how do I Yeah.  How do you course correct that? Yeah. Right. Yeah. And also with some of the other things too, we can look at this to Maggie is um, with the wealth, with the money and the revenue coming in, you can look at the energetic side of it. Like, 'cause what I do with people with business is, is the wealth and the revenue increasing energetically.  It justt hasn't flowed into the physical yet. And it's a another way you can look at it to be like, yes, the physical reality is this. But you're also in a state of accruing more. It's just a matter of time. Same thing with health and healing, right? If you have physical breast cancer here, right. And we were at a point where you were had that in your physical body, but I looked at your energetic and I was like, girl, you're healing, you're in a state.  Yeah. Healing. It's dissolving, like it's getting out of your system and it was just waiting to the point to get into the physical. Um, that can be really helpful in balancing out your emotions in going, I'm doing all the right things. And it's in the energetic, the build, the structure is in the energetic.  This is so funny. I was just thinking our podcast that's coming out this week is all about this, so God, God bless me for, for having these all aligned so hilariously. Um, but it's all about watching the energetics to help you stay in balance. Saying it might not be here in the physical, but it's building in the energetic and that that is a precursor.  It it has to go into, it's the physical, it's coming, it has to be coming. Yeah. So that can be helpful in, in managing your emotions. I just did this with a client yesterday too, where she was like, I'm sitting in so much anxiety and I'm clocking, and I'm like, yeah, your body is in 96% anxiety, but in three hours if you remain in this balanced state, your anxiety's going down to 16%.  So there's this little bit of a lag of. How this crawl back, right? Like this, this emotion was sitting in our energetic field. Then it went into our physical. There's a little bit of a lag or a little bit of your body going, I'm gonna wait till you actually commit to this. I'm gonna wait till you actually sit with this emotional ingredient in your field before I then course correct it, you know?  Yeah. And that time will get smaller, where you can create in a matter of minutes, create in a matter of an hour, create in a matter of a couple hours, depending on how much you flex that muscle. It's all a muscle of going just the same as you just said, with the balancing the emotions. You will have to train your brain to immediately go there.  To immediately go, I'm so fired up right now. Mm-hmm. I'm extremely imbalanced on this situation. I'm recognizing that. I'm like ludicrous. I'm insane right now. I'm like mad. I'm throwing a temper tantrum. I'm recognizing it and my brain is immediately going, this is an emotional imbalance. How do I work myself out of it?  Right. How do I course correct this rather quickly? Rather than just sitting in it? Sitting in it? Mm-hmm. Yeah. And I've done that with anxiety, so yeah, you what? I said. I've done that with anxiety. I used to be super, super anxious person, but I've learned to recognize what it is and get, get out of it before it spirals.  Before it spirals. Spirals. Right. And that first precursor is that awareness piece. And there is different ways. There's a number of different ways that you can get out of fight or flight or you know, an emotional imbalance. Sometimes for people it won't be enough. I think probably Chelsea could attest to this, since she's been through the emotions program, sometimes it's not gonna be enough.  You're gonna be way past the point of fight or flight to be in your logical brain to go, what's the positive of this? Like, you are going to need to deactivate yourself because when you are in fight or flight, that logical piece of your brain completely goes offline. So there's just different, um, ways.  There's a lot of different ways that we can take an imbalanced emotion and balance it out rather quickly, and it just takes flexing that muscle and redoing it over and over and over, so your brain automatically goes to that space. So, um, perfect. Amazing. Where were we? Okay, so with that being said, any other questions on that piece of emotions?  Emotions are very, very, very complex. And that's why we have a six week program on it. We're rewiring those neural pathways. Um, okay, so I want you guys to start thinking of that, of that piece of I'm dealing with an obstacle and I'm feeling like I should be somewhere where that I'm not, that I should be utilizing the tools more that I shouldn't have gotten myself.  This is another one that's really loud in your field. I shouldn't have gotten myself into this position in the first place. Like, I must be so imbalanced that now that I know that I create everything I shouldn't have ever gotten here in the first place. What is wrong with me? What is the problem? What is, you know, it's, it goes down that element of I am broken or something is wrong, right?  But when we create. Under or not. When we create, when we understand that we are exactly where we should be at any given time, and that even if you are in an obstacle, there is a huge lesson for you. And that just like Maggie said, going to that obstacle and going where are like a detective with a magnifying glass going, where are the positives in this?  And it's hard for us in our human state. Like I said, you're gonna have to kind of take, take yourself out of fight or flight and be in a more logical state where you can actually list out bullet points. It's not gonna work very well if you're still in fight or flight. 'cause the, the body is not wired to be in a logical state in fight or flight.  Fight or flight is for us to run, it's for us to get out of a situation fast. It's the adrenaline pumping your, your logical anana analytical brain literally shuts off. So you're gonna have to do this. After you've learned to calm yourself down. But it's asking where are the positive aspects? Why asking this question, you guys can write this down.  Why did my higher self orchestrate this for me? What's in it for me right now?  And when you guys start having that scale go from this to little by little course correcting to getting it to a more balanced state, you will be simultaneously mixing those pathways that are going, I shouldn't be here. This isn't right for me. I am not using the tools that I should be. I should be beyond this.  You are going to be extinguishing those all at the same time. Does that make sense to you guys? And with extinguishing those, you are creating new pathways for self love. Loving yourself unconditionally is the same as God's love for us or sources love for us, which is everything is perfect. There is the same amount of positives as there is negatives, and when we look at ourself, the choices we have made, the comments we have made in a conversation, how many of us are going, I'm replaying that conversation over and over.  Should I have said that? Should I have said this differently? Should I have pulled this information? Like, why did I go there? This is something that I shouldn't have done. I just listened to that webinar and I was already going back, changing the energy. Everything was perfect within that moment. And we have to start seeing ourselves as that and going, it was exactly at the right time.  I said exactly the right statement that I should have said, because you guys, you just, you don't see, what I wanna remind you is that you don't see, like I just said to Kim, the 126 different things happening. You know what I mean? Like if you say something and it comes out a certain way, your intuition, your higher self was rocking and a rolling and saying it for maybe that one person that was like, I like literally needed to hear it in that way.  I needed to hear that analogy. You just said that was weird as heck and like went over everybody's head. But mine, I needed to hear the verbiage you used. I needed to hear the story you just shared. This is a really good tip for those of you guys that are like, I'm an overshare. You're not, you're, yeah. You guys are like, stop calling me out.  You are not an oversharer. Your intuition is leading you to say the right things at the right time. It may not be for all six people sitting there, but I guarantee you, and with the train intuition, you can go, that person needed to hear that story. We were just at, this is a funny little story. We were just at with friends this weekend and we all had made like a big salad.  We're grilling out, the kids were running wild and we were sitting for like six hours talking around a campfire and we've only been here 18 months. We have, these are really, they're getting to be really good friends, but they're very boxy. They're very like very Christian, very Bible verse, which is great.  Not, um, shitting on them. I, I love them dearly for who they are, but there was a little human moment I had where Tyler was sharing some dumb ass story about high school where he was drunk and he was driving 90 on the road. And there was a little I know. I was like, could you not, could you not go down that road?  Like, could we just like, what the heck is wrong with you? Like, do you have not any like social filters? And so there was this, he's telling this story and it was embarra, like, there was a moment of my human self being like, eh, like I'm gonna throw up like gross. Like I actually said in the, in the moment, Tyler, do you really need to share this?  Like, I think I said something along those lines of like, dude, this is not, no. And he right away said, if you're gonna know the real me, or if you're gonna be my friend, I want you to actually know where I came from. And he just said it. So like. Like, that was like the most wisest thing you've ever said.  Like, here's a microphone. You know? But he, he said like, in front of everybody, he's like, if you are going to be my friend, I want you to know the real me and also the Tyler. I was at 18, like I'm 37. Like, that's not me today. But it, it was this moment of reinforcing, right? I, I was in my human self. I was like, oh my gosh, what are they gonna think?  Like, blah, blah, blah. He called it out. But also when I went back later, it was such a pivotal moment because as he said that the other men in the group started sharing, oh, when I was 17, I was throwing craft cheese slices at cars, and they were feeling like they could be their authentic self. You know what I mean?  They were feeling like. Man, it's a safe place to open up and share, share the dumb shit we used to do in high school. You know, and I'm telling you, this group is really, it's so beautiful, but they're very, this, not this group, this town is very conditioned to be like prim and proper. Like, I'm gonna fit in this little box.  I'm gonna have my makeup on with my lung eyelashes. I'm not gonna share that my house is dirty, and blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Like, it's just very different than Wisconsin. And the culture we have in the Midwest, it's very showy, which is great. Which is fine. We're unraveling that slowly as people come into my house and I'm like, dude, I haven't done the dishes in a, in a hot minute, it's gonna be okay.  Like, give yourself permission to not do the dishes too. But anyways, the situation, it, when I went back later, it was like everyone needed to hear that story. Like as, as much as my human self was embarrassed and like, oh, like don't share that. It needed to be shared. And I've been watching the energy change within their energy fields and how they are being their more authentic self.  It's kind of fizzled out as we've grown closer or grown further away from that day and Saturday. Um, but they really had this element of feeling like they could boldly and proudly share the different things about themselves. It's like it gave them permission. It gave them permission. Yeah. And it was to get outside their little box.  To get outside their box and to really be like, my gosh, like I was just a kid. Like I was just making these choices. I was just, you know, like just being myself. And like I said, when I watched the energy, everybody that was at that moment in time opened up and they were sharing things about. Moments they had in childhood, moments they had in adulthood and was really, it was a very authentic, genuine conversation.  And then, like I said, I trace the energy back to Sunday the next day and Monday the following day. And I was able to see that they were walking kind of around with this energy, this ingredient in their field, that it's safe to be me. Right? And as we've went further away from that moment, they've kind of went back to their conditioning of like being prim and proper and having their little walls up and it's slowly dissolved, but I'm like, how cool that.  Tyler was able to see that and go, I'm gonna go with my intuition, which I feel safe to be myself. If you wanna know me, you gotta know the real me. And also like, this was 20 years ago, so like, are you okay? Like, you're gonna be fine. Um, but it just shows you my whole point in saying this is when we think we're oversharing, when we feel like we're not expressing ourselves the right way, or words aren't coming out the right way.  Right. Or we're, we're, um, even something as simple, this used to get me all the time saying the wrong word, right out of context and going, oh my gosh. Like, I can't believe I said that and it should have been this word. And I feel so dumb and I feel so unintelligent. Really what that did was it showed people you can slip up on your words and like you're gonna be fine.  Like you can be a confident woman that is very intelligent and say the wrong words sometimes. And how many people in that moment by me going, oh my gosh, that was so funny. Like I said the wrong word. I literally also just did this on Saturday night. I said, corn rolls, R-O-L-L-S, instead of cornrows that you braided your hair.  And immediately I was like, oh my God, that was the wrong freaking word. And we were laughing our butts off at it. But it again, gives the permission to other people to just be yourself, right? So when we start to dissect and go, oh, I'm saying the wrong thing. I'm acting the wrong way. This shouldn't be. It's so important for you guys in order to continually increase that self-love relationship, to be able to catch them, right, and to be able to go, how is that actually not true?  Why do I not need to hyper fixate on how I just express myself? Why do I, why was that oversharing in that story exactly what that person needed to hear? And like I said, with a trained intuition, you can kind of go down that path and even reaffirm yourself and be like, oh, it was that person that needed to hear it and it was this area of life that affected it.  And like I said, it's gonna be five days that I'm positively impacting the world or impacting the world. And you can kind of like reaffirm yourself with kind of grabbing some more details. But even if you don't have a trained intuition, you can start to go, this is how, this is what this person needed to hear, and this is how I'm impacting the world in a positive state.  Do you guys think? Can you guys see how this is gonna be beneficial in these different obstacles, in these different ways you're expressing yourself? Okay, so what I wanna do, um, is, is there anyone here with that obstacle? We just shared that you guys, I had you guys pull in the beginning. Is there a hangup on how your higher self is orchestrating it for you to be in a positive light?  Is anyone struggling to come up with how is this actually working out for me? How is this actually benefiting me?  Or do you guys see how it's benefiting you? I'll speak. Um, please do. I could see. Um, where it's benefiting me, I think, I guess it's how many times do I need to do it because I know that I'm doing it. Mm-hmm. And I can say maybe not right away in every situation, but at some point I can be like, okay, I can see how you were really critical here.  I don't maybe always sit down to say, here's the positive, but like, I need to more often, but once, like, how much is that in my field? Like how heavy is that that I need to keep doing it to sort of solidify that neural path. Yeah. Yeah. So you're asking how, how much is that emotional ingredient in my neural pathway?  That I'm always in a perfect state? Yeah. Perfect. I would say like 6%. Okay. So then outta 100. Yeah. So then I guess the question is. I dunno how to say this. How, how many times do I need to keep flipping it to sort of on a specific situation? Mm-hmm. Or in general, this specific situation. This specific situation.  Um, okay. So what I was just pulling though, that number was mm-hmm. In general. Okay. So do you want me to pull for this specific situation? Yeah. Because it's good to know the general, but Yeah. This one too. Um,  so it feels like you're at a 56% Okay. For accurately flipping it. Okay. What I think is the issue is you're a little bit in your mind Yes. Trying to just get bullet points out. Mm-hmm. But you're not in your body feeling connecting to it. Yeah. Yeah. So you are going to have to come up with a bullet point and actually.  See it since you're, this is gonna work really well for you 'cause you're visual actually see it play out like a movie in front of you. Okay. So for example, going back to what Tyler said this weekend and seeing something that I was originally like and then seeing, oh wait, this is actually benefiting them.  They're able to be their authentic self, I would imagine physically like a movie playing out one of the girls who's a nature school teacher, being her authentic self to a new client coming in. Mm-hmm. And then having that child be positively, um, benefited from it because the mom was able to see her authentic self, see that they were a high match.  Now I'm looking at this little girl who has a really safe place to play and her life is impacted. But I'm like, I'm literally going into that visual going, I see the bus that they use, I see the green grass, I see this little girl. She's wearing a pink skirt with white polka dots. I see her curly hair. I'm actually visualizing this little girl's life enhanced because of this situation.  Okay. And that is how I get my body. One of the ways I can get my body to actually like tear up. Like to actually be like, look at this little sweet baby girl. Like she is going to be so well taken care of because of this situation. Okay. So you almost want to evoke enough information and feeling and visual that you're almost like brought to tears.  Like you're having like a, oh my gosh, this is so heartwarming. Yeah. Like whatever way your body expresses that, whether it's goosebumps, whether it's like a little tear in your eyes, or you're just feeling your heart be like, this is like the most precious thing I've ever to see. Yeah, yeah, yeah. You wanna get to that feeling.  Okay. Yep. So you're just being a little too, like, I know I have to do this, I'm gonna make this quick list. Hopefully this list that this is gonna be great. Yeah. But it's, and so with that being said, try only doing that to one bullet point. Don't feel like you need to make like a list of six. Do one that you like are really like attached to connect to it.  Yeah, yeah, yeah. It's quantity over, no quality over quantity. Okay. Yes. Lot of, okay. So then it would, so then the fact that this is 56% and the other six as I have lots of other areas that I'm just ignoring. So just like we said in the intuition practice, uhhuh, you may master this concept Yeah. In this area of life.  But the other ones are not mastered yet. Right. Which is okay 'cause you're not gonna go to the next level until you've kind of made it. An embodiment. Yeah. In every single level. Right. Or sorry, in every single area. Right. To bump up in levels. Right, right. Yeah. Absolutely. And I feel like this will be a good, um, comeback story if I can kind of get this one to then start Absolutely.  Getting in the other areas for me. Absolutely. 'cause it's gonna create that neural pathway and that innate knowing like, holy crap, this works. Yeah. Holy crap. Look at the magic that just happened here. It's gonna, it's gonna like tailspin you forward to be like, I can't wait to go do it here and here. Yeah.  And here and it's just gonna be like bubbly energy oozing out of you. Yeah. I think some of that is, you know, there are so many areas I can see uhhuh and sometimes get a little overwhelmed or I'm like, Ugh, I sh I sh you know, like you said, I should do it here. I should do it here. And it's like almost wanting to.  Pick this one area and say, this is where I'm gonna master this skill and slowly work on other areas. 'cause that's kind of where Absolutely. So I wanna, what I want you to envision with this is like you tackle one area. Yeah. And you're putting a brick onto building this sturdy foundation. Right. You don't wanna skip corners and do it really fast and try to tackle all these everywhere.  Yeah. Because it's not gonna build something sturdy. Right. That will be a lifelong skillset for you. Right. Right. Okay. Does that make sense? Yeah. Mm-hmm. Um, really good, really good question. So yeah, 56%, I would emotionally connect with that more. And then also understanding the tie in of when I start to see my life and my choices and my actions and the words flowing out of my mouth as perfect and in balance.  My self-love for my, my being, my relationship with self, that number is gonna keep increasing because when we have high self-love, I can't even explain to you the domino effects that come after that. Right? If you are in this place of self-assured and confident in your decisions, in your actions, in the way that you're saying things, and you feel like everything's in perfect alignment, it brings for it, it zooms forward all the opportunities that you are wanting.  Mm-hmm. Right? In the way people are treating you, if you are confident other, you're attracting in other competent people. Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm. You're attracting other people that are self-assured in their decisions. Whether you're looking for that in a partner, whether you're looking in that for an employee underneath you, you are attracting in like energy.  Right? So, and that spills out to infinite, infinite ways that will positively impact you. Mm-hmm. Right? Yeah. So tying that together in going, if I focus on this, it brings my highest values, whatever you want the most in life right now. Mm-hmm. Do you know what that is for you, Sarah? Yeah, yeah. Yeah. It brings it into record pace.  Yeah. So if I want this over here, this is a skillset I have to master. Right. Right. You know? Mm-hmm. And that will help you. Be motivated to putting the time in to flip it, to emotionally connect to it, to build this neural pathway. Yeah. I think this is the one that I struggle with the most. Mm-hmm. I mean, obviously, as you should, as you should, you all should be struggling with this.  Yeah. Because we haven't mastered it yet. Right. And there's like a, a zillion levels to it. Yeah. Right. So I am still working on this as well. Right, right. There are moments where I can get really heated, really triggered, and I'm, and I'm so much further along than I used to be with regulating myself, fight or flight, flipping the situ situation.  But we're still always gonna be human. Right. You know? And I think that I've definitely come a long way and Abso Yes, absolutely. Yeah. Absolutely. It's just, it's putting another brick onto it. Yeah. And learning it from a new angle so that you can continue to cultivate Yeah. This skillset. Yeah. Yes. Perfect.  Um, and one last thing for you. What do you think this is, and then I'll kind of go into other examples because this is a piece that I can sense that you guys are all collectively missing. But if you focus on this skillset of emotionally connecting Sarah to these different positives, what are ways that you think you'll see the energy changing this week?  What are pieces of evidence that you're gonna be like, I'm doing it baby. I'm getting it. The energy's changing. I'm shifting this. Do you know what those pieces are going to be for you? Um, I, I can, I know the feeling when I have those, so like, um. Situations come that feel very like strong love. Does that make sense?  Yes. Yes. So you're saying, you know, the emotional embodiment you feel when you actually feel the positives of something? Yes. Yes. And then I can kind of see it in like, um, situations in life. Like perfect. Like, uh, an example would be this weekend my daughter called me on her own, showed me like, here's my prom dress.  Where in the past she had like, it was like, I'm not talking to mom about anything. And so I know that there was a piece of something that I truly embodied that got her to like, oh my gosh, that gives me go. Well, I know I was like in tears over. I was just like, I was so happy 'cause we've struggled, you know?  And absolutely seeing those things and just really sitting with them. Like that love that I felt in that moment was like, okay, good things are coming from what I am. Yes. So you hit it, you nailed it. So going, I'm feeling this energy changing inside of me right now. Mm-hmm. You're gonna feel that big difference.  And then, like you said, looking at your reality and going, I created that. Yeah. If I didn't do this inner work, I wouldn't have created this moment in my legit reality. Mm-hmm. And then if you have a trained intuition going, was that a direct result from this work? Mm-hmm. And even if you don't, you're gonna, you're gonna feel that energy like you did.  Yeah. Yeah. Do you guys all, all of everyone else watching and tuning in, do you guys see the connection points that Sarah's making? Or does it still feel really abstract?  Yeah, the comeback story. So cool. So let's see, 9 55. So. Couple of things. The, the kind of takeaway integration of this, we look, does anyone else, first of all, want me to intuit for their specific situation and walk you through it, or do you guys feel confident in it? Kim's like me. Okay. Lay it on me, girl.  The more examples we can give live the better. Okay. Okay. The better we're here for you. I don't even know where I, I don't know what to do. Like, you, you, when you were asking Sarah, I go blank. That's, it's like, I don't, I don't test well either. Like every time I take a test, I bomb the test. So it's just, um, what that is for you is that your brain hasn't had time to process fully.  What I'm saying, it's almost like a, you're leaving your body and you're almost like flying above it, being like, this is just a little bit. Okay. There's just not enough time for me to fully process informa this information to live, interact on it. Okay. Does that make sense? Yeah. Maybe that's why I shouldn't do, I'm not doing lives right now because I can't process it during them.  That could be a part of it. Yeah. Yeah, that could be. But let's do this live together, because I think the step-by-step is gonna be powerful for you and everybody watching this. Okay. So do you have the exact obstacle that you're currently dealing with that you looked at? Yeah. From the beginning of the Zoom?  Yeah. Mm-hmm. Yeah. Okay. Um, do you feel comfortable sharing what it is or No? I, no, it's fine. I feel stupid. Don't be stupid, kind of, and I know I'm not supposed to. I know I'm not supposed to, but it's, it's okay. It's the same one over and over again. It's weights. It's weights. So I have put on 18 pounds since.  I started intuiting what to eat and I'm like, wait, this is the opposite of what's supposed to be happening. So this isn't, but actually, actually when you look at it, you are going outside of your comfort zone incredibly. Right? Like significantly. Right. Would you say that being in a program, being with other girls, yes.  Feeling like you have to talk to Yes. I new people. When you're the biggest introvert that's like, I don't wanna talk to my clients. Yeah. I wanna go home and not talk to anyone. You are extremely out of your comfort zone right now, right? Yes. Are you learning new things that are making you uncomfortable?  Yes. Yes. And I'm, and I think I'm scared to learn things that I don't wanna know, but I do wanna know. So yes, a hundred percent. So when we are out of our comfort zone and we're doing new things and we're expanding our consciousness. Your body is feeling, it can get into this response system of, I'm not safe, right?  Mm-hmm. Because you are feeling like this is a whole new world. What do you mean I'm creating everything? What the heck? Like I don't, I've never asked to learn that. Now it's in my head. Now I'm, I'm having to like own up to this. So your body is just holding onto weight right now because it's uncomfortable.  Does that make sense? Yeah. Because it feels like, holy crap, I don't feel safe. I feel like there's so many new things floating around. It's, um, triggering my. Insecurity with how confident I feel in life. It's true. It's creating all these new lenses and angles to things I thought I had figured out Uhhuh, right?  Yes. So it actually makes perfect sense that your body's in a little bit of a protective mode right now and a little bit of like, I'm just gonna hold onto this because I don't really know what's happening. Does that make sense to you? Absolutely. Because it's that emotional state of, this is brand new and I don't, I don't feel like I know what's going on in life right now.  Mm-hmm. Like everything has been shattered and shifted and I'm supposed to be putting back all these puzzle pieces and I don't know where they all go on the frame. Mm-hmm. Right. Yes. So kind of tails spinning that to the beginning when I said, in order for you guys to get to the next letter level. You have the shattering of what you've already known, right?  You have the shattering of your current identity. You have the shattering of where you were at with what you've been taught so far in life, right? And you have this rebuilding of the new high frequency perspectives that we should have been taught when we were young. But we are not, because most people don't, you know, have that type of skillset and they don't know about it.  But we're having to put kind of this, holy shit, this is really good, you guys. This stuff coming in is just really good. We're kind of having to like put this mosa. Piece back. Right? I don't even know if that's the right word. You know, when you like crush those little things? Yeah. And then you hot glue them.  I did them for Christmas one year. Everyone got VAEs, little shattered blue things and you're having to like glue them all perfectly back to a new identity of who you are. Right? So as Sarah was just saying, she was like, she probably put a little piece on and it was, I know I'm supposed to find the positives today.  She's adding another piece going. Well, I actually had to emotionally connect with them and I actually have to do the skillset so she's rebuilding that shattered glass, if that makes sense. Mm-hmm. Does that make sense to you, Kim? Yeah. So in order to rebuild to the next level, it's gonna kind of feel like shit's going haywire.  It, that's a very common feeling of what is life, what, what is going on? What do you mean I create everything? It's a, it's your consciousness trying to wrap its head around what you know is true inside your soul, but that you've never legit heard of in this lifetime yet. It feels very daunting. It feels very overwhelming.  So that's kinda what is going on with the weight. It's, your body is going, this is really new, and I'm just like taking a minute to have it all soak in and I'm gonna like, protect you and hold on some stuff right now because we're in a different area than we've been in before. Does that make sense, Kim?  It does. Well this, it's not new to me per se, but mm-hmm. Maybe me trying to use it, I, because I, I've been into it. I've been, I've been able to use it before. Yep. And people used to look to me for answers and I would help them. And then I guess I must have shut it down completely. So, but I think, but that makes sense.  So you had like level one, which is, I know I have intuition. I'm really great at this, right? Yeah. Well, like years and years ago I was better at it and now I, I don't know where it went. So let me tell you. Yeah, please. So you had this level one, you're like, please connect all these stars for me. Yeah. You had this level one, which is, I know that I'm special because I have intuition.  I'm really good at checking my gut. Right? People come to me for advice. Yeah. And then your higher self pushed you to level two, which is holy crap. You can train it, you can be scientifically accurate, you can get it down to a decimal. What do you mean? And you kind of shattered that first level by going.  There's another depth to this. There's another layer to this that you didn't know was possible a couple years back. Okay. Does that make sense? That makes sense, yeah. So a couple years back, you weren't thinking of decimals, you weren't thinking of it from a science lens. You weren't thinking of it, that there was all these different forms you could possess.  You had no idea that was possible, correct? No. No. Yes. So that was level one. Now your higher self is pushing you to go, we're leveling up in this baby. We are going to make this scientifically accurate. Yeah. Okay. With getting to that next level of scientifically accurate, you have to shut, you have to crumble and shatter level one.  That's like all you can do is just have your gut intuition. Oh, you're really good at this. Oh, do you see how you can't hold that same view when you're now going to level two? Okay. You have to crumble that identity 'cause that's not accurate anymore. Okay. There is a scientific way. There is decimals, there is a way to make it precise.  We can no longer sit in level one going. All it is, is a gut feeling that I just am really good at knowing. Do you guys see what I'm saying? Absolutely. Yeah. So now you're going to level two and everything is shattered, where you're like, I suck at this. I'm not good at this. This is insane. I don't feel comfortable.  I don't feel confident. Do you see how you're having those feelings and worry about being wrong? So, and you're worried about being wrong? Yeah. Because you're onto level two now. Okay. Which is some, a new learning skill. Okay. Right? Yeah. Yeah. Does that make sense to everybody? And you can apply this to anything.  You can apply this to learning about reflections. You can apply this to emotional mastery. You can apply this to literally any skills that you are trying to learn. You have to shatter the, the, the level prior in order to upgrade. That shattering your feeling is feeling chaotic. It's feeling uncomfortable.  It's feeling like you don't know anything. It's feeling like this is stupid. These are new tools that don't work. It's all of those verbiages that we just went over. Because your higher self is asking you to level up. So what? What should, could you help me with what I should focus? Okay. Yep. So with that obstacle, it's going and taking, I'm now in a different level and I'm not feeling confident.  Right. Why is it a good thing? Because you're not feeling confident.  So I could be more open-minded to learning level two and open-minded. Yep. Can anyone else think of anyone? Any other things for her? More practice to become better, to make her learn it better? Mm-hmm. If you were super confident, would you be putting in a lot of hours? No. No? Okay. So those are two reasons right there.  It's going why is this position I'm in where I feel like I suck at intuition? It feels really hard. It feels really scary. It feels really new. Why is my higher self putting me in this? And I want you guys to like underline and like circle that question 'cause it's really gonna help you out. Why is my higher self orchestrating this for me?  'cause she hates you. No. She wants you to struggle to level up. No, she wants, she wants you to level up. She wants you to level up. Mm-hmm. And unfortunately, fortunately the human behavior, the human, um, psychology to this is we don't try hard when we feel like we're the shit. Mm-hmm. We don't try hard when we feel like we've mastered something.  We try hard and we look for solutions and we look for efficient ways to do things when we don't feel good. When we're uncomfortable, when we're in pain is when we are radically going, how do I overcome this? Okay. Does that make sense, Kim? Yeah, it does. I'm a little fiery today. I dunno, you guys, it's just flowing out of me.  Um, so it's going, so this is the framework for today. What is my obstacle? What am I struggling with? Step number two, why is my higher self orchestrating this? Where's the benefit in it for me?  Three, if I can see it from a new lens, how does my self-love go up? Right? If I'm able to course correct a perception. I'm able to see it from a more neutral state, and I'm able to see how my higher self is orchestrating for this, for me. How does that directly affect my self-love and everything I want right now?  Does that make sense? Mm-hmm. Everybody.  So it's a three part thing. And Als actually, we're gonna make it four parts 'cause I want you guys to follow the energy. I want you to go, holy crap. Just like Sarah said, holy crap. This was a direct reflection. Mm-hmm. What does Sarah want more than anything in life right now? She wants to have a good freaking relationship with her daughter.  She wants to have a neutral relationship. She wants to have the best relationship with her so she can be there for her when she's 46 years old and 53 years old, and she has kids, and her kids are coming over. Mm-hmm. These are the goals for Sarah. She wants to be grandma of the freaking year, you guys. She wants to be that.  She does. She wants to be that balanced grandma. So in order for Sarah to get there, we're reverse engineering it to this skillset, and she's able to see little glimmers of her life right now that are showing her it's working. Mm-hmm. Because us as humans, other human behavior, we can't look into. We we're not motivated, we're motivated by grandma and balanced grandma, but it's not enough for us today.  You know, we need little micro steps to be like, am I getting there? Am I anywhere close? Is the stuff I'm doing working, is this worth my time and energy? Is this actually changing things? We need little goals along the way to get to balanced grandma. Mm-hmm. It's too far of a jump for us. Our human selves will like duck out and be like, that was a good goal, but like kind of unattainable, kind of far away for me to actually be focusing on this.  So if you guys can follow the energy and go, holy crap, I just thought of this in a new way. Oh my gosh, this, this physical interaction just happened. Wow. Look at this thought that I just had. And I'm literally seeing it in a new way. I'm seeing it in a new light. I'm no longer comparing myself, but I'm seeing where I'm doing a really good job.  You're gonna look for those little glimmers to kind of tie it up and go, this is working and I have the motivation to continue to move on and, and grow with this. Does that make sense? I think for me too, that connection piece, like, um, I used to be like, oh, I can find all the bad things that happened today, but really changing my mind.  That one, just that change of mindset to say, oh, well look at this small little thing. Like even my husband the other day was like, well, what could I do? Or normally he's just like, you know, if we have a little argument, whatever, it's just like, I'm sorry, but it was like, well, what could I do? Yes. And he's never done that before.  Like he act, it's like, and I saw that as like a, a positive, you know? Mm-hmm. And it's just finding those little things for me that it's really absolutely. Sort of helping and just, and I write them down. Yes. Because you're changing your law of focus to more of what you want. Mm-hmm. When we law of focus on what we don't want, we create more of what we don't want.  Yeah. We have to shift that behavior and. Start making it like a muscle where you're using it every day, all day. And it is a muscle. The neural pathways, the brain is very similar when you intuitively look in, it functions just like a muscle the brain does. And science hasn't really, you know, latched onto that yet, but it's the same repetitive moments and movements create the neural pathways.  So it's just like you working out, having to continue to work out to gain more muscle. It's exactly how you gain a neural pathway that you want to have running in your life. Mm-hmm. And the less you do something right, the less you work out, the less muscles you grow, the less you activate this neural pathway and use it, the more it dissipates and extinguishes.  So Kim, does that make sense? Kind of what you're looking for? One is that obstacle, right? I don't, I feel like this is really hard. I feel like I'm not good at this. I'm having a lot of doubts. Step two is, why is that good? Why is my higher self actually orchestrating this? And using that advice I gave Sarah of like feeling it inside of you, right?  Feeling you visualizing and going, oh, I'm practicing with Sarah today. I just gave her a read. You're visualizing Sarah's audio back and Sarah's going, you freaking nailed that. This is incredible. I never thought of it in this way because you just said that. I just went and said this to my daughter, and my daughter now is in a more balanced, giddy place.  She has new friends, she has this, and you literally following that energy vision to feeling it in your heart, being like, oh my gosh. Thank God I practiced and I wouldn't have practiced if I wasn't feeling like crap about it. Mm-hmm. Do you get that, Kim? Is that, is that starting to make sense? You might have to listen to this back one more time.  Um, and then it's you following those glimmers throughout the week going, this is more evidence, this is more evidence. This is more evidence. Okay. So kind of like a four step framework. Again, if you guys are on just step number one and two where you are finding the obstacle, trying to find the positives and emotionally connect to it, that's okay.  Figure out where you kind of wanna stop and go. This is, this is big enough for me to take on this week. I'll worry about steps three and four in a month or two months. I'm gonna just sit with this for a little bit. I like to differentiate the curriculum here because there's some of you that wanna move faster.  There's some of you that are like, no, I wanna be on step four. And there's some of you that are like. I'm just new here. I wanna be on step one. And that's great. So figuring out where your body and energy is and how far you wanna take this. And then there's even steps through 100, right? So even if you, I like to skip steps.  Think of that like brick by brick, you're building this foundations if you guys have holes. It does make it really tricky when you get to step 89 and it corresponds to step two, but you missed step two and now you're on 89 and it creates leaks in your foundation because it doesn't stop to step step four.  I could teach you to, like I said, step 100 on how to gain true mastery over this, on how to see things in even a bigger, broader perspective. And like I said, we have to do these micro, micro, micro steps little by little in order to get to step 100. So it's very strategic. My gosh, he's so blonde. Has he been outside a while?  Chelsea? Yes. Oh, that's Olivia. Olivia. Did Chelsea leave? Oh my gosh. I thought you were Chelsea for a second. You guys have so many kids crawling on you. I'm getting kid confused. How you doing Olivia? She's like, good, but I don't dare unmute myself right now. Perfect. Okay. This was another banger. This was so good today.  I love how these all turn out. I love you guys being open and honest and being like, this is what I'm dealing with. I love that we're able to talk about real life obstacles and actually work through the steps together. So I appreciate you guys being so vulnerable and being like, this is what I'm dealing with.  This is where my confusion lies. This is where it's too abstract for me. These are, these are when I find. The holes of what you guys are kind of missing, right? And kinda what the emotional blocks are they're supposed to be things that create you guys to think, right? If you guys came to the webinar and you're like, I already know this.  I got this, blah, blah, blah, blah, I wouldn't be helping you. So if you come to these webinars and you leave and you're like, wow, my hope, like, wow, that was a lot. Like, I need to, I need to go think on this. I need to go. It's supposed to be like that because I'm showing you a blind spot. I'm showing you something that's sitting in your energy field that you are not currently in awareness of.  So it's supposed to, again, kind of be that element of, I never thought of it in this light. I never thought of it with this angle. I never knew this piece to it, because you're not supposed to. You're supposed to now have this next brick to have in place and kind of see light in a different way. And again, I want you guys to kind of reframe that feeling of feeling chaotic too, where things aren't working out or I'm in this downward spiral as good.  I know what's coming next. You know, like, man, I'm in this, I'm in this confusion. I'm in this doubt, I'm in this. I can't wait for the upgrade. Like that means I want you guys to be like, this means the upgrade is right around the corner. Like I am this close to unlocking the next level. Do you guys need to think of it like a video game or whatever?  You guys need to think of it like, I'm this close to moving to level two. Thank God my life is in disarray right now. We're moving at record pace. So kind of reframing that a little bit and then. Going through to each of the steps, wherever you wanna stop or however far you wanna go. The really great things about these webinars is that you can continually come back to them.  You can do step one and in two months come back, listen to it again, focus on step two. These are like really, truly micro little classes that you guys can keep coming back and being like, okay, where am I at within this process? Where am I at within this mastery level of this? So don't take it and be like, oh, I'm not at step four yet.  You're not. Again, everything is perfect. You're not supposed to be at step four. You're not supposed to be there. You're not there yet. If you're not there yet, it's okay. Focus on step one. Can I ask an example really quick that just popped in my head? Yeah, please. So my daughter went to beauty school.  Mm-hmm. And she's highlighted my hair, like I've walked her through it. Mm-hmm. So she's like, when she got to highlighting and beauty school, she's like. Oh my God, I got this. She's like, I know how to do this already. And then she got shut down. Is that what I'm doing with level one and then going to level two?  Like, I'm like, oh, I, I've got this. I know this will be easy for me, but I'm struggling with it. Is that where Yes. Okay. Because you're so, same thing with daughter. She goes to, she, she knows how to do it. Are you saying she went to school and then realized she wasn't as best as she thought she was? Yeah. So she dropped out.  Mm-hmm. So that'ss me. So, 'cause I wanna drop out and don't wanna do, but I dot don't. Right. I mean, I don't wanna drop out, but I wanna figure out Correct. It, it's hard for you. Yeah. Because you're shattering. Again, if you think, I thought it'd be easy, you think of it in levels where your daughter was at level one and she felt really confident and she mastered it in all areas.  So Higher self moved her to the next level. They moved her to level two. Yeah. Well, when you go to a new level, it's all, it's all brand new. You think of it like grades two, Kim, right? If you're going to second grade for the first time, do you know second grade curriculum? Yeah. No. No. You've never been taught it, right?  You know nothing about second grade curriculum. 'cause you've only just mastered first grade, so you go into the next level, into the next grade with nothing. Right? It shatters your last identity to rebuild upon a new one. Okay. All right. Awesome. Thank you for that. Does that make sense? No, it makes, yeah, it makes complete sense.  It just hit me, so thank you. Yeah, so it's the exact same thing, and this is where we lose people. We lose people, and this is hard, this sucks, this is confusing. I feel like I suck at this. I'm not naturally gifted at this. All these thoughts, right? We lose people because we as humans want it to be easy. We want the instant gratification.  We want the easy out. We want easy, easy, easy. Because we're conditioned in society to get easy, easy, easy, right? We're conditioned in society to want to learn about X, Y, and Z and go on YouTube and there's 50,000 blogs or videos you could tap in to learn about it, right? You want something to eat great.  DoorDash is gonna be there in seven minutes. We have all these parts of our society where we feel like we want something. It's on a silver platter. Here you are. There you go. But that's not really how the world works. It's just the imbalance, dark force agenda of a world. And so when we actually have to sustain a skillset, we actually want it long term and for life.  It's not going to follow that system of instant gratification. In order to have a balanced life, in order to have a high frequency life, you have to earn the right. You have to go level by level, by level by level to get to the top and there's no top so. There we go. It feels a lot like parenting. You know, you have your first kid and then you have your second and all of a sudden you're like, wait a minute.  Everything I learned gone, God, oh my gosh, I don't count. And then as they grow up, it's a new level. It's like, oh my gosh. Now I have teenagers and it's nothing like when they were babies. And Andre, I just actually cried about that last night because I, I don't have that, like my kids don't follow the birth order.  Mm-hmm. My oldest is really challenging and my other two are really easy right now and they don't follow like the wildness and like all of that. But I definitely feel like with my oldest turning 10, like things are changing. Like his brain chemistry is changing and I'm sad about it. Mm-hmm. I'm like having to balance that out.  'cause I just, I just told this to Tyler last night. I'm like, I don't know this level. Mm-hmm. I dunno. This level, I don dunno 10. I don't know, wanting autonomy and feeling boisterous and like all this stuff that is changing. It's exactly like that. Mm-hmm. And it's uncharted territory. Yep. Yes. So that's such a great analogy.  Until it's not. And then it's a whole new, wonderful stage because I'm at the teenager stage. Yeah. But see, everybody's d because I have teenagers and they're hard now. See, mine are so easy. I'm so lucky. I know that mine are, mine are really easy. Yes. But it also is like, where is your soul strengths and weaknesses.  Yeah. You know, maybe Maggie's strengths are more in the teen and her chemistry and her body and her soul gifts and her spiritual gifts are directly tied to that age. Yeah. I can assure you mine is tied to age two and three. Okay. I can assure you that mine is not See. So Yeah. And it's just, I mean, yeah, it's like you love all stages of your kids.  Of course. Of course. But there are some that are here. Look at those all like disclaimers. Yeah. See, I don't have the patience for the. I did with my children, but I don't have the patience for this. The littler ages, like I could never be a kindergarten teacher. I would rip my hair out. Oh, that's, but I also don't wanna teach teenagers.  I just want mine. Right? A hundred percent. But it show, it's the same transfer though, with, let's say Kim with intuition. It's the same transfer. Some of you guys will be incredible at taking a wild intuition skillset, like remote viewing. Your body is made for it. You have the DNA for it, you've been doing it for 37,000 lifetimes.  That's gonna be so easy. Like level three is gonna be quick little flippity slide. And we're like on the shoots and ladders and we're already up there, you know? And others of you are gonna be like, I can't literally process that. Like it can't. I don't care about it. I don't wanna do it. I don't like it.  This is hard for me. Some of the levels are gonna be easier based on our genetic makeup and who our soul is. And it's not comparison to other people. 'cause again, we are so different. It's different. Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. But again, earning the right, it's a very different framework. How you expand your consciousness is not anything like we have in earth right now, like mm-hmm.  On Earth in our society, we have a very dark force agenda of screwing with our dopamine receptors. Mm-hmm. And it's in, it's on purpose and it's intentional and it's making us confused on how to actually. Go through life and expand our consciousness. Do you guys see how different the frameworks are?  Mm-hmm. And it's everywhere. It's, like I said, ordering food, it's groceries. You don't even have to walk in the store anymore. Everything can be put into your trunk. Guilty as charged. Mm-hmm. And you know, like just having everything on instant so that when we go to actually the old school, how our brains are wired, how we actually perform and understand skillset sets, it's catching us off guard because we're used to getting what we want when we want it.  Mm-hmm. And to actually have to work for it and earn the right feels frustrating to us right now because we're programmed to get that instant gratification. Mm-hmm. Yeah. But it's way more rewarding, just like if we're talking about food. Right. And you just deliver a burger to your door. Most likely is more if you're a foodie like me, maybe you don't care about this, but like it's way more rewarding for me to know that the meat I got is from the farm down the road and the lettuce is from my backyard.  And I am actually earning the right to take this nourishment in. I'm feeling so much better about this situation than getting a nasty cheeseburger delivered to my house. That's a quick little fix. This over here. I learned new things. I was able to grow from my, like, that is so much more fruitful. Mm-hmm.  Yeah. You know, so again, when you scale for consciousness and you're learning these new skill sets and you're upleveling, you're moving grades, it's so much more fruitful. 'cause you're actually in there doing it. And it will, it will. Oh my gosh. This class is just my intuition's on fire, baby. Um, when you.  Here. I lost it. Now, when you uplevel, like when you're making your food, right, it's a skillset you'll have for life. Mm-hmm. That's where I was going with it. If you're starting from scratch, you're learning how to garden, you're taking the lettuce from your garden, you're learning the farmer, no one can ever take that away from you.  Right? Because you are actually in it doing it, and you're actually failing and trying again and researching what that pest is and all these other things. No one can take that from you. Right? Just like scaling your consciousness. If you go through these different levels, no one can take that from you. You are learning something you will literally have for the rest of your life and all the lifetimes after this life.  So there is so much more potency in going the hard route and upleveling and seeing the bigger picture and feeling the confusion and all that stuff than this little easy level that or easy framework that we're sold. Does that make sense? Hmm. So all that to say it's normal. The confusion, the doubt, the highs, the lows so normal and we should get ourselves to really feeling excited about it, the highs and the lows, and really diving into kind of this framework we just talked about of, dang, I'm leveling up.  I can't wait. I can't wait for what's to come. And trusting and, and having that self-love of, I'm on the level that I'm supposed to be at. I don't need to look at what level everyone else is at, what their spiritual gifts are, how cool it is that they can do this, that and the other thing. 'cause I'm right here and I'm supposed to be right here.  Not supposed to be literally anywhere else than where my higher self has me. And then again, going through the framework and being like, why? So you can get your human on board? 'cause your human's ticked off. Yeah. Your human's angry. We need to get her on board so she understands what's happening here.  It's true. It is true. Yeah. It's true. Yeah. Okay. Any last minute questions? This was a hefty, hefty webinar. Mm-hmm. So good though. So good. Yeah. So good. Very good. Now I'm just thinking why, why? I gotta figure out why, why? Yeah. Try to just brainstorm and allow yourself some days to really soak on it, to really ruminate and really think, and um, also use the community, like use the community to help.  You guys are so brilliant, so intelligent, and like I said, you guys are all in different levels, in different parts of this journey. So if you can't quite figure something out. Other people will, other people will be able to see your blind spot, to see your angle you can't see in yourself. So use the community to be like, I'm stuck here, you know?  Okay. Perfect. All right. We will get this replay up and rolling and we'll have a q and a Thursday if you guys decide to think of it a little bit more and you're like, I'm still stuck here and I need help. And I don't quite understand it. We, that's why we have the q and as is to have a couple days and then be able to fully integrate it and understand the answers to your questions.